so i was trying to sleep in my booth, in the back. the shop is dead. i haven't done shit all day. or all week, for that matter. i'll try and forget the fact that i'm broke but i had JUST started to nod off when my phone rang.
goddamn it.
and i didn't mind who was on the other end. verna. my second mom....
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goddamn it.
and i didn't mind who was on the other end. verna. my second mom....
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so this morning. i sorta blacked out while i was driving to work.
but that's ok. i know most of you are thinking that NO, it's not ok to be blacking out while driving, mel.. however!
it's a good thing i know my route to work well. any way. this time last year i was supposed to be going to Dallas to get suspended on...
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but that's ok. i know most of you are thinking that NO, it's not ok to be blacking out while driving, mel.. however!
it's a good thing i know my route to work well. any way. this time last year i was supposed to be going to Dallas to get suspended on...
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hyenahell:
it's pathetic. how much. that man. can still turn the knife in my heart.
melvina:
i've still got one that tears at my and probably always will.
le sigh.
didn't have to let them go, but some times. it does seem like the best thing.
but. only some times.
and as as after-thought.
not the best thing.
so we may mope.
and mope hard.
le sigh.
didn't have to let them go, but some times. it does seem like the best thing.
but. only some times.
and as as after-thought.
not the best thing.
so we may mope.
and mope hard.
thanks to the lovely and amazing hyenahell, it seems my account will continue for some time.
WOO-HA. beck. i love you. but not just because you helped me stick around. also because you are hot. hot. and insane like the mel.
shop is slow. wish i could leave.
WOO-HA. beck. i love you. but not just because you helped me stick around. also because you are hot. hot. and insane like the mel.
shop is slow. wish i could leave.
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nikonphoto80:
Well Im glad you are going to be coming! I am also glad you are going to be around SG a little bit longer!
melvina:
wooo!
SG charged my account at the bank and over drew it. that wasn't supposed to happen.
goddamn it.
i just need to have no bank account.
any way, so i don't have the moeny to keep up my membership at the moment because i'm not MAKING any money at the shop to feed my dog and i, let alone pay bills.
i am irritated. and...
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goddamn it.
i just need to have no bank account.
any way, so i don't have the moeny to keep up my membership at the moment because i'm not MAKING any money at the shop to feed my dog and i, let alone pay bills.
i am irritated. and...
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melvina:
oh, oh you're alive, i'm calling!!!
hyenahell:
haha. no going away for the mel! 
since i feel the overwhelming need to input my opinion wherever, whenever required- or not.
a note to the modified public:
i realize that many of us have a great deal of sense. i also know for a fact that a large percentage of the population in my hometown have absolutely NONE. therefore. this is directed to those just leaving my shop.
IF YOU COME...
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a note to the modified public:
i realize that many of us have a great deal of sense. i also know for a fact that a large percentage of the population in my hometown have absolutely NONE. therefore. this is directed to those just leaving my shop.
IF YOU COME...
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hyenahell:
go where? i might... as long as there's food.
hyenahell:
p.s.: 11 days. 
in the shop with cereal and cigarettes. woo-ha. no business. if i don't make some money this week, i'm fairly fucked on the bills.
meh.
also. trying to empty the house. it's getting later in december and i don't do so well.
i went to a farm auction the other day and bought yet ANOTHER dead-person couch.and.chair set. it's. kinda 70's greenish. in memory of...
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meh.
also. trying to empty the house. it's getting later in december and i don't do so well.
i went to a farm auction the other day and bought yet ANOTHER dead-person couch.and.chair set. it's. kinda 70's greenish. in memory of...
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hyenahell:
if your house is not. empty. by the time i get there... then ooooooooh boy. it's gonna be nasty.
melvina:
oh fuckin A, I KNOW IT! i swear to empty it out, death or high waters.
or. however that goes.
ARGH!
or. however that goes.
ARGH!
so. tomorrow. i'm going to the college to force them to declare me independent. really. FORCE. because they're morons and i am tired of being avoided. i have my tax returns. and my parents tax returns. and if they can't see via those that i am independent and have been wasting my time for years trying to convince the government of this fact- they are...
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hyenahell:
got pictures up. go look.
and...
dot. dot. DOT.
15 more days!
got pictures up. go look.
and...
dot. dot. DOT.
15 more days!
hyenahell:
p.s.: my phone is actually charged today (woot). give me a call if you're bored, dear.
love you!
p.s.: 14 more days! and then i get to see the mel and the dog-woo!
love you!
p.s.: 14 more days! and then i get to see the mel and the dog-woo!
i've been sitting here at the shop all day. doing nothing. oh wait. i did pierce a tongue. woo. so exciting.
i've been biding my time between searching for a university with a worthwhile forensic anthropoloy or archaeology. useless.waste.of.time. a panic-induced state via hyenahell's mother (and our fabulous ex-girl scout leader) bitching at me. which. is ok. really. because i needed a kick in...
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i've been biding my time between searching for a university with a worthwhile forensic anthropoloy or archaeology. useless.waste.of.time. a panic-induced state via hyenahell's mother (and our fabulous ex-girl scout leader) bitching at me. which. is ok. really. because i needed a kick in...
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nikonphoto80:
^your silly!
Well just to let you know I havent been on skates in about 15 years so I may not be the best one to lean on, I dont know if I will get on the skates or not, I will just have to see when I get there, I think its going to be on the 17 is that a good time for you!
Well just to let you know I havent been on skates in about 15 years so I may not be the best one to lean on, I dont know if I will get on the skates or not, I will just have to see when I get there, I think its going to be on the 17 is that a good time for you!
derelict:
you should go. it really should be fun. I'll go if I have a sitter.
I went to visit your 'troop mom' a couple pf monthes ago. She's so east to talk to.
I went to visit your 'troop mom' a couple pf monthes ago. She's so east to talk to.
so. did i tell you all that i managed to get some of jules' jewelry back?
oh yeah. the girlie called me the next day and i had her come back into the shop for a delivery. funny. jeremiah is holding some of her things 'ransom' till he gets jules' necklace back. he wants to give it to his mother, he says. don't make me...
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oh yeah. the girlie called me the next day and i had her come back into the shop for a delivery. funny. jeremiah is holding some of her things 'ransom' till he gets jules' necklace back. he wants to give it to his mother, he says. don't make me...
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nikonphoto80:
No Im walking around for 10 hrs a day taking things off of shelves!
nikonphoto80:
they do have lots of other jobs to, just thought i would let you know!
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[Edited on Nov 25, 2005 6:06PM]
megen. the little gal jeremiah (my sisters ex) was fucking during jules' funeral. just came into the shop.
why? to tell me she'd broken up with jeremiah and that he was a piece of shit afterall.
my response?
well. i did hesitate to kick.her.mother.fucking.ass here at the shop. i did well on that part. but the thing is.
she tried to shake my hand.
and...
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why? to tell me she'd broken up with jeremiah and that he was a piece of shit afterall.
my response?
well. i did hesitate to kick.her.mother.fucking.ass here at the shop. i did well on that part. but the thing is.
she tried to shake my hand.
and...
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derelict:
wife eh? If there's a ceremony I've yet to miss, I better get a invitation!!!! 
COurt date is in the morning, then the fines and fees, are yet to come ( which means christmas my be a little less this year, but kids never go without anything of real importance...). None the less, they WILL NEVER hold me down!
COurt date is in the morning, then the fines and fees, are yet to come ( which means christmas my be a little less this year, but kids never go without anything of real importance...). None the less, they WILL NEVER hold me down!
melvina:
hehe no ceremony. YET. MU HA HA. rhys must share.
it's really more for the somerset papers. and to piss people off. -cackle-
it's really more for the somerset papers. and to piss people off. -cackle-
I have no idea what happened and I dont know why it was the boy friends fault (if you want to tell me you can but Im not going to ask) but what I do know is just by what you said is that he and his whole family are no good!
Well I will tell you I dont know that much about the place ether so its going to be like the blind leading the blind, but that is what map quest is for!
I understand loss...(I will tell you about mine, I normally don't tell anyone but I think it would be ok).
My first fiance was a dancer in Memphis Tn. I was in the Navy and Memphis is where I was stationed to go to school to learn my job. I meet Sheri there dancing at a club and we started seeing each other. After a year we decided to get married but I was getting stationed in california. Sheri was going to collage at the time and was finishing up her last semester so she stayed there. After graduation she was heading to california so we could be married. She called me when she was in Texas, and we had the only fight in the whole time we were together. She died that night in a car accident, hit by a drunk driver. The bad thing was that I didn't tell her that I loved her when I hung up the phone that night. I will always wonder if she knew it or not. I will always blame myself for her death. She was going to stay and extra day in Texas and rest and I got upset because I wanted her with me. If I just would have let her be, I would have her with me now. I still miss her and love her now...over 20 years later. I will always blame myself.
I will see you saturday...