i am. angry. really. truly. angry. and more than that. sad.
NOLA is gone and i hate sitting up here doing nothing. i have friends who are looking into the red cross to see if they'd ship us down there to do things. ANY.THING. i can't watch the news any more either, beck. i get too violent, i get too mean. i rant and rave to the TV as if it were a person or a crowd because this could have been prevented and it wasn't and incompetence is just.
beyond my comprehension. this whole thing is.
not to mention that jimmy is dead and i didn't even know. and that deron is dead, my baby deron at tardville and i hate, hate, hate the people who let him die. the circumstances cannot be discussed really but i am thinking about going back there to stay with them for a while. to protect and take care of my babies.
every one is dying and i sit here. doing nothing. because i do not know what to do.
meh. meh, to it all. and beck. are you coming home for a while? any time?
NOLA is gone and i hate sitting up here doing nothing. i have friends who are looking into the red cross to see if they'd ship us down there to do things. ANY.THING. i can't watch the news any more either, beck. i get too violent, i get too mean. i rant and rave to the TV as if it were a person or a crowd because this could have been prevented and it wasn't and incompetence is just.
beyond my comprehension. this whole thing is.
not to mention that jimmy is dead and i didn't even know. and that deron is dead, my baby deron at tardville and i hate, hate, hate the people who let him die. the circumstances cannot be discussed really but i am thinking about going back there to stay with them for a while. to protect and take care of my babies.
every one is dying and i sit here. doing nothing. because i do not know what to do.
meh. meh, to it all. and beck. are you coming home for a while? any time?
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and jimmy is james hancock who died last week, i believe. the cause of death is still unsure.. at least rumors have it many ways. meh. meh.
and jimmy is james hancock who died last week, i believe. the cause of death is still unsure.. at least rumors have it many ways. meh. meh.