melvina

up early after only 3 hours sleep. i was up late coding a page for bodean in exchange for tattoo work.

drinking tea and having the first cigarette of the morning. i'm cold. and the house is quiet except for a few cars outside.

i'm tired and i feel like shit.

i want to start work to make some money. maybe it's monday. maybe not.

and i have to sneeze but can't.

feeling too empty but i'm having another tat done today on my right wrist. i'll take a picture when i get home to show you. it's for us, beck. the fates.

had my stomach touched up yesterday and it looks a great deal better. i just have to get the whole piece finished, which is. complicated.

i think i'll go lay back down and wait. get paid today and a million other things. i've been busy and there's a prospect of having 2 jobs that would allow me perhaps 7 hours of sleep a day but. mad money. so. maybe there, too.

always maybe.