Monday Jul 04, 2005

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i was. a short time ago. tired. nodding.off. and now. i am manic. all of a suddent. strangely. but hey. whatever. i can entertain myself.

last night i drove myself to bronston to find chris and crystal and had myseld a damned good time. i don't get out much any more but, still. crystal and i used to hate each other but now i could just. you know. smother her with love or some thing. drool, maybe.

god, i'm terrible. but really. so any way. i am glad to have found a couple who are fantastic hosts and the puppy is even. scarier except sweet and very. very. smart.

any way. i pierced my ears agao in the bathroom in the dim light with random things sent to me by russ, because she is a nurse. and. she was so helpful.

A LARGE SHOUT OUT TO RUSS BECAUSE SHE MADE MY PAIN FIX POSSIBLE!

i have no cigarettes. my ears feel wonderful. and i have to go to work tomorrow. mother mary and jesus yoi badass motherfucker. please give me some help here. and oh beck. you too.

twitch thy nose. i read the card last night. they had everything to say, everything to detail and everything i could hope to come but i mistrust some times because my decisions just aren't. smart these days because i'm a goddamn bleeding heart.. hurt me, becky. but me badly.

however. i missed goat's call today and i must talk to him about dreams, damn and the tombstone i saw.

yar. rant. i.love.piercing. next. monroe or medusa, which one do you think would look best? the gauge would be small because i like delicate some thing, but. think about it and comment damn it! thank you, i love you and good fuckin night! woo ha.

madlove,mel

P.S. somebody please tell me when SGKY is up, eh? i'd really really like to go. MWAH! thx.
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nikonphoto80:
What do you mean by this P.S. somebody please tell me when SGKY is up, eh? Id really really like to go. MWAH! Thx.

I was talking about all of it.

You know I would find your comments a lot sooner if you put them on my journal but what ever.
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hyenahell:
medusa. i love those... love plus with your lips. it would look grand. call me. oh. and mel. i had to say "driving through the hurricane in the dark, we do not hydroplane and die" about a million times on tuesday. it was bad. there were sheets of water flying across the road. and the truck did not like driving through them. but i got home safe. we had to stop in slidell because it was too dangerous to try and cross the lake. fuck. next time i go anywhere. i am flying. because planes crash much less often than cars. and also, there are no mac trucks going 100 mph in the dangerous roads that look like rivers but are really roads. just very wet ones. and torrential downpours. it was not a hurricane. it was a tropical storm. but the damage was worse than Ivan, so. fuck it. also in birmingham i saw a church with a fountain made of blood. not real blood. but it was supposed to look like blood. and it did. and a sign in montgomery that said "go to church or the devil will get you". and alabama is a god state, very much so. but i have no had coffee yet. so if this all makes no sense, that is why. but call me today. yes. indeed. i miss you. rawr. that is all.

love. the beck.

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