melvina

i was. a short time ago. tired. nodding.off. and now. i am manic. all of a suddent. strangely. but hey. whatever. i can entertain myself.

last night i drove myself to bronston to find chris and crystal and had myseld a damned good time. i don't get out much any more but, still. crystal and i used to hate each other but now i could just. you know. smother her with love or some thing. drool, maybe.

god, i'm terrible. but really. so any way. i am glad to have found a couple who are fantastic hosts and the puppy is even. scarier except sweet and very. very. smart.

any way. i pierced my ears agao in the bathroom in the dim light with random things sent to me by russ, because she is a nurse. and. she was so helpful.

A LARGE SHOUT OUT TO RUSS BECAUSE SHE MADE MY PAIN FIX POSSIBLE!

i have no cigarettes. my ears feel wonderful. and i have to go to work tomorrow. mother mary and jesus yoi badass motherfucker. please give me some help here. and oh beck. you too.

twitch thy nose. i read the card last night. they had everything to say, everything to detail and everything i could hope to come but i mistrust some times because my decisions just aren't. smart these days because i'm a goddamn bleeding heart.. hurt me, becky. but me badly.

however. i missed goat's call today and i must talk to him about dreams, damn and the tombstone i saw.

yar. rant. i.love.piercing. next. monroe or medusa, which one do you think would look best? the gauge would be small because i like delicate some thing, but. think about it and comment damn it! thank you, i love you and good fuckin night! woo ha.

madlove,mel

P.S. somebody please tell me when SGKY is up, eh? i'd really really like to go. MWAH! thx.