melvina

so i'm doing some thing stupid tomorrow.

because. i went into work today in good spirits and was. disappointed. (not uncommon.) and. also. highly.

HIGHLY.

manic.

and. upon talking to the higher-ups. and realizing that. the bullshit will never end. and that. no. i won't be helped by these people.

not to mention to the fact that. i hate. thouroughly hate. all whom i work with. not the residents. but the staff.

so any way. the stupid thing. i left during lunch with a panic attack, laughing like a maniac down the highway. driving like an idiot. and to the doctor's office i go. where i know. that they cannot help me either.

and get an excuse. and then. ponder my resignation.

which is EXACTLY. what they want. they want me to quit. and. since i am getting no where. and since. my mind. is quickly going down the drain.

tomorrow i think i shall submit my resignation. and on my way out. happily tell them all. to fuck off and be lovely.

cause i. i just. don't care.

surprise.