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melvina

somerset, kentucky. for now. soon migrating to new orleans.

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Sunday Dec 26, 2004

Dec 26, 2004
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i don't like the holidays. i don't celebrate them either. i drove by a lot of places yesterday on my way to see my parents. no. we don't cook any more, or put up a tree or even have presents. we just sit. but every one had cars and cars in their driveways, signalling xmas get-togethers which made me envious. i went to the graveyard instead. becky gave jules some pink roses that are still perfectly frozen on the ground and have not died.
i spent most of yesterday crying and struggling for some sense of direction. this i still do not have. if wishes were fishes, i guess.
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melvina:
wish i knew what fuckin road.
Jan 6, 2005
hyenahell:
uhg. need to make coffee. don't think i'm awake enough to try and make it with the french press. i think scalding coffee would spew out because i am obviously going to push the plunger thingy too hard. because. i do everything too hard.
miss you. i'll call you before i go to work tonight.
-the beck.
Jan 7, 2005

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