melvina

beck. i've really been meaning to get into bed before 6 in the morning. and then get up before 5pm. before the sun sets.
have i?
NO.
i dreamed you and i and goat took people on buses to a strange part in the middle of 4 highways and we had to make turns in places there weren't any.. we left the buses and found cars and you asked if i wanted you to go back to micah's. for some reason goat and i were in a little black car and you had a little silver one. (weird.little.cars. don't.ask.)
i said yes, any way. and we drove away. but down the highways, things started to happen, i just don't remember what.
i also saw a garden, like i was staring from off the balcony in goat town, with a fountain. except i don't think there was a fountain, really. maybe there used to be. but the flowers were red and i thought that was lovely.
thing is- jules was with us, taking care of the buses. it goes back to all those dreams i had back in oct-nov of last year. you, jules and i were constantly on buses. assassins on buses. in black, or camo or what have you but always different things, on different buses. any way. last night. was one of those. and jules says...
that here is where you ought to be, for a while, a break.
and i may come back with you. a transition is needed for all, she says. <3