melvina

so this morning. i sorta blacked out while i was driving to work.

but that's ok. i know most of you are thinking that NO, it's not ok to be blacking out while driving, mel.. however!

it's a good thing i know my route to work well. any way. this time last year i was supposed to be going to Dallas to get suspended on the 22nd of December, to coincide with Julesy-Bat's unfortunate departure from our planet.

but of course. it snowed. or half-assed snowed. enough for ALL 3 airports i was going to, to shut down. LOW AND BEHOLD!

i slum around the airport only to run into HyenaHell's parents. and prominently sneak around the airport until HyenaHell arrives (late, i might add) and jump on her. we left together.

i'm cool like that. jumping on people.

but that's not the point.

right about now- i wish i were on a plane to Dallas because IN THE CAR THIS MORNING- (my original point) i observed direction.

one could say. a revelation occurred. and i had the sudden, dire urge to get to Texas however i could and hang on short notice. i thought to myself that on the way, i would grab her funeral picture and have them pull it up in front of me when i hung.

and it all sounded so lovely that the Upstairs wrapped it up in a neat little package and stored it for next year. when all is feasible and maybe i can leave.

and i also realize that little of this probably made sense to any one but the beck. sorry.

EIGHT DAYS.

and nick cave is in the stereo.