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melvina

somerset, kentucky. for now. soon migrating to new orleans.

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Monday Dec 12, 2005

Dec 12, 2005
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so this morning. i sorta blacked out while i was driving to work.

but that's ok. i know most of you are thinking that NO, it's not ok to be blacking out while driving, mel.. however!

it's a good thing i know my route to work well. any way. this time last year i was supposed to be going to Dallas to get suspended on the 22nd of December, to coincide with Julesy-Bat's unfortunate departure from our planet.

but of course. it snowed. or half-assed snowed. enough for ALL 3 airports i was going to, to shut down. LOW AND BEHOLD!

i slum around the airport only to run into HyenaHell's parents. and prominently sneak around the airport until HyenaHell arrives (late, i might add) and jump on her. we left together.

i'm cool like that. jumping on people.

but that's not the point.

right about now- i wish i were on a plane to Dallas because IN THE CAR THIS MORNING- (my original point) i observed direction.

one could say. a revelation occurred. and i had the sudden, dire urge to get to Texas however i could and hang on short notice. i thought to myself that on the way, i would grab her funeral picture and have them pull it up in front of me when i hung.

and it all sounded so lovely that the Upstairs wrapped it up in a neat little package and stored it for next year. when all is feasible and maybe i can leave.

and i also realize that little of this probably made sense to any one but the beck. sorry.

EIGHT DAYS.

and nick cave is in the stereo.

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hyenahell:
it's pathetic. how much. that man. can still turn the knife in my heart.
Dec 14, 2005
melvina:
i've still got one that tears at my and probably always will.
le sigh.
didn't have to let them go, but some times. it does seem like the best thing.
but. only some times.
and as as after-thought.
not the best thing.
so we may mope.
and mope hard.
Dec 14, 2005

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