melodies

A POEM I WROTE... I LOVE TO WRITE! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT

"THE COMBINATION"

I love your words

I only believe in your actions

You should speak another language because I can't understand you anymore

Your riddles confuse me

Your actions now amuse me

As you now know

I am cold

Blacked out and gone

So just leave me alone

I love the sound of your voice as the bullshit slips from your lips

I love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue

As I slowly fall apart... again...

Your frustration is clear

But your heart is still here

In my hands where it has been for a year

Don't tempt me

I will crush it

It is my turn now

Just give me a moment to break it

To finally break you

You test me

You push so far

Only because you know I don't have it in me to be hard

So I will break down the better side of me

I will continue to search for the answers you seek

Or will I...

I just don't have the strength anymore

To stand for your words

Or watch you fight the battle with yourself

It never seems to end

It is just a vicious circle

I am done playing pretend

For someone who sat back and watched me fall

Watched my heart be stepped on

Watched me face down on the floor

The person who screamed for me to see the truth in him

In everyone

In you...

You asked for a chance but I don't have anymore

You are like the wind

You come in a breeze and take off again

I love you but I hate the chills you leave me with

I am tired of chasing something I can't see

You are only a ghost

The combination of them...

If only I had it in me to care again

But for once

The combination of ME

Is not only enough

But

It is...

THE END