Today was hard. Like a cock.
I went to Tim's memorial service/viewing tonight. I have his suicide letter that was sent to all of his friends. I can't stop reading it over and over again. What sucks is that I have to go to work tomorrow, and know that he won't be there. EVER. AGAIN.
I am going through so many different emotions right now...
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I went to Tim's memorial service/viewing tonight. I have his suicide letter that was sent to all of his friends. I can't stop reading it over and over again. What sucks is that I have to go to work tomorrow, and know that he won't be there. EVER. AGAIN.
I am going through so many different emotions right now...
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Today is a bad day. I just found out a friend killed himself.
I am going mental right now.....
We all loved you.
I am going mental right now.....
We all loved you.
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cuddle_junkie:
such a hard thing to go through.. my cousin is going through the same thing... I'm not going to say I'm sorry because I will not throw any sadness or pity your way because you are strong and I will just say hold you head up and live each day to its fullest not only for yourself but for the lives that have been lost...that's my best advice *huggles*
malloreigh:
oh wow... that is really no good at all. it's always so tragic. *sigh* it always feels like there must have been something you could have done...
I am so out of it, I accidentally commented on my own journal. Heh. Then I deleted it. Weirdness .
I hung out with some cool peeps last night at a dorm. I felt like I was on the set of Rules of Attraction. It was fun though, and I watched Michelle punch an annoying kid in the face. It was funny. I laughed.
I...
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I hung out with some cool peeps last night at a dorm. I felt like I was on the set of Rules of Attraction. It was fun though, and I watched Michelle punch an annoying kid in the face. It was funny. I laughed.
I...
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fanboy001:
I feel the burden of money too... I can't affored to finish my film because... I need some $$$ for a hard drive...
That along with a lot of other random things all take part in kicking my as sin the cash department
To attempt to fix this situation, I have been working overtime and looking into a job as a Rep. for Nikon or Canon... that would pay a lot more then I make now.
[Edited on Dec 06, 2004 10:15PM]
That along with a lot of other random things all take part in kicking my as sin the cash department
To attempt to fix this situation, I have been working overtime and looking into a job as a Rep. for Nikon or Canon... that would pay a lot more then I make now.
[Edited on Dec 06, 2004 10:15PM]
perlpunk:
I recently saw Intermission (movie), I'd recommend it, a good film.
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gofuserectus:
dont drink diet coke , it will kill you!!
spunkrockj:
Hey....I'm moving to Lexington in January. Any advice? It's for a job...but I know nothing about the area, other than that Louisville's not too far...
Still trying to put together my next set. I am building a costume for it, as this is my LOVECHILD set.....I am sorry for not updating as much as I usually do lately.
This set is becoming a labor of love.
Hope you are all well and all that stuff.
xoxo
This set is becoming a labor of love.
Hope you are all well and all that stuff.
xoxo
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enigma_entity:
Not updating is ok by me if it is for working on a set. Hope to see it soon. Until next time... 
nightmares:
How's the costume coming?
blah...
let us reminesce... i cant spell either.
I need coffee.
I want some lovins.
I need some new clothes.
I need dance dance revolution.
Gimme some cheeto-s , bitcha
I need to save up some serious cash if I want to go to NY, AND Star Wars Cel 3.
Gonna start building a costume tonight.
Probably going to eat some white castles and have...
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let us reminesce... i cant spell either.
I need coffee.
I want some lovins.
I need some new clothes.
I need dance dance revolution.
Gimme some cheeto-s , bitcha
I need to save up some serious cash if I want to go to NY, AND Star Wars Cel 3.
Gonna start building a costume tonight.
Probably going to eat some white castles and have...
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shawnapt2:
did someone say celebration 3?!?
oh shit!
oh shit!
anton:
At first I thought
Each line in your journal
Was going to be longer than the one before it
But then it turned out
That wasn't the case at all.
Each line in your journal
Was going to be longer than the one before it
But then it turned out
That wasn't the case at all.
Sorry, I haven't updated in a few days.
I have been trying to put everything together for my next set, and planning christmas, and working 3 jobs . I am sure you all can understand.
I I like christmas, because I LOVE receiving presents, and I hate it because in a lot of ways, it is redundant. You buy everyone presents, and if they know...
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I have been trying to put everything together for my next set, and planning christmas, and working 3 jobs . I am sure you all can understand.
I I like christmas, because I LOVE receiving presents, and I hate it because in a lot of ways, it is redundant. You buy everyone presents, and if they know...
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fenchurch:
I wish I did...I shaved mine again right before I came to college freshman year and I've been growing it out steadily ever since (I'm a sophomore now). It's the longest it's been in at least years, and it's finally getting to where I can pull it back and it's driving me less crazy...so the best advice I can give you is stick with it (the world's most obnoxious advice). If I can make it this far without chopping all my hair off again, anyone can!!
rokette:
Yeah, but I got my shoes back.
Not much happening lately. Just stressing over money issues. I can't believe it sometimes. I bow and slave to that dirty green piece of paper. I pretty much give it head, it's like enslavement. Or something. 
Finally dyed my roots. They were starting to look pretty fucking heinous.
Umm.... hmm....
I may be downsizing my friends list soon, so if you still want me on...
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Finally dyed my roots. They were starting to look pretty fucking heinous.
Umm.... hmm....
I may be downsizing my friends list soon, so if you still want me on...
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vonbaxter:
Hope you have a great Thanksgiving! 
maddy:
doesn't it feel good to be a rebel and celebrate holidays? i just thought of that....
Unruhe and worthlessness.
Sorry but not much else to say right now.
Sorry but not much else to say right now.
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troyanderson:
I just got back from buying a pair of authentic Gene Simmons late 70s era KISS boots.
I will dropkick many a motherfucker tonight with this righteous footwear.
Feel better.
I will dropkick many a motherfucker tonight with this righteous footwear.
Feel better.
vonbaxter:
Hey there. I have a minor thing that is of no consequence but might help in some small fashion. I got the copies of the Alice Discs today :-D And nothing like killing the Queen of Hearts to make a girl feel better ;-)
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maddy:
we are such nerds
the_letter_g:
Is that a Blue Moon I see? You are teh hotness.
I had no shoes and I pitied myself. Then I met a man who had no feet, so I took his shoes.
I need to go see my mom. I need to tell her how much I love her. Take care of her more than ever. Before it is too late...
It is the gift that keeps on giving. Kind of like fruitcake.
Today is...
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I need to go see my mom. I need to tell her how much I love her. Take care of her more than ever. Before it is too late...
It is the gift that keeps on giving. Kind of like fruitcake.
Today is...
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nitemareglitch:
I came here with something witty to say, then this thing happened, and I forgot what I was gonna say,. Wow,
rokette:
I never have anything witty to say... 
Blah, I say!
I am really tired.
I need a day of uninterrupted sleep.
Anyone ever try/want to try a donkeypunch? I'll give ya one. Free of charge.
No, seriously.
Hehe.
Christmas is just waiting right around the corner. I really need to get my ass moving on those gifts and stuff. Wait. That is kinda hard to do without money to fund such tom...
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I am really tired.
I need a day of uninterrupted sleep.
Anyone ever try/want to try a donkeypunch? I'll give ya one. Free of charge.
No, seriously.
Hehe.
Christmas is just waiting right around the corner. I really need to get my ass moving on those gifts and stuff. Wait. That is kinda hard to do without money to fund such tom...
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hlb:
X-mas. . . . . .
vonbaxter:
Hey there. Got your post and thought I would say hey :-) I checked the shameless gift list and I may have Alice laying around here somewhere unless I tossed it in the last move. It won't work on Xp though :-( That is why I don't know if I still have it or not. But if I do it is yours as I have no use for it and I hate to toss anything when someone else will use it!
glad you liked the pictures, hopefully they will go up *crosses fingers*