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I'm a small town girl in a great big city

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Monday Apr 18, 2005

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a dream inspires an entry.....

she was running thru the sliver lined forest screaming in terror. she had seen it. someone help her it seen her.
WAIT! theres been a slaughter here... the ground is deep red and sticky like jello pops.
what the hell is happening here. it was a monster. it was horrible!
she sat in the ruin of bodies strung about the bloodlaced grass and she cried. as the tears fell down her face she realized: i am going to die here
she began to envision her life thus far. frought with worries and pain. a fleeting moment of happiness a sharp stab in her loins.
she looked around..seeing for the first time the faces peering at her from behind flat empty eyes.
they were all familiar
whats happening? she screamed a garbled mutterance of some curse and stood. im going back.
in the forest she found the place where she had seen it.
the beast
the monster
it left no trail
she crept about the place where it had been.
THERE IT IS
she didnt run
it was close enough this time that she got a good look
it made her want to look closer
closer
and with a start
she realize she was looking in a
mirror
surreal


im bursting with thoughts

i stand up and cry aloud
GOD DAMN IT ALL
im so fucking RAWRRRRRRRR
fucking HOSTILE
blood red anger
wondering where the fuck are you
2 weeks without falter
now gone
gone gone
FUCKER
god damnit sometimes i wonder what the fuck im doing. oh hell who am i kidding i always wonder that
can i be someone else
just for a little while
make it all go away

is it at all possible to just be happy
ever?
why is it some people seem predestined for agony
my soul has been corrupted
thats a brutal thought
i think ill take it out back and bury it mad ARRR!!!

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