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mellisa

I'm a small town girl in a great big city

Member Since 2005

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Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

Apr 12, 2005
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i have given YOU every oportunity to stand up and do the right thing and let me go. And yet YOU still refuse. Now YOU arent even responding to me.

YOU tell me its YOU who coudnt do this and that and its YOU who hasnt the CONVICTION to release me, yet I am the one suffering for it.

i WILL not suffer for YOUR weakness, i will not be hurt because YOU are acting like a coward.

i will however love you
as much as i hate you

this didnt have to be so painful.
instead you lost not only me and my love but also
my respect

this is my final goodbye to you
keep reading in here if you like
but it wont be about you any longer
goodbye

i know im giving him the easy way out by not making him let me go ,but you know what? its ok because it means im stronger than he is

i miss xip
i hope she is ok

big hugs and much love to my sg friends.
mabey ill get my ass around to posting some pics soon.

nightvixen hit me on yahoo sexi kiss

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