mellisa

A publicly personal plea from me

i may be foul mouthed and brash and whatever but i am also a submissive.

goddess please i need your help

he took me, he took my heart and he trained my soul
he pushed me farther than any other
he twisted me so hard inside i moved and breathed
For Him Alone
i gave all i was and more
the inner workings of my body responding
only to his touch his voice his presense
he has fallen from grace
he has ran from what he called
His Own

Its too real, i cant let you go...he tells her

hes already with another
yet his grip on me is unbearable tight
i cannot breath
he will not tell me goodbye
he will not release who he claimed
what he trained to breath for him alone
he will not let me go
his voice pierces my soul my thoughts my every waking fucking moment
the image of him. the memory of his touch
rooting in my loins a blind mix of love and hate

please goddess help me let him go as he hasnt the strength to do it himself. he has fallen please do not make me suffer for it.

i wrote him a letter
i begged him please
tell me goodbye
no response
as he sits wit her
my heart on a string beneath him
help me i love him so
love hate rage anger
WHY
running from love i understand as he is after all only a man
i put him higher. a god almost
but he really is only a man
(this being why i prefer women)
but running into the arms of another

A diversion from the pain..he says..she cannot hurt me i do not care about her

help me let go.
help me

note: Xip my precious what nude image is mine??? i feel so special. as odd as it sounds you make me feel better thru all of this so thanx.

and i do like you more than anyone ever

do i win a prize?