mellisa

today was shitty

it was so cold outside my nose was shivering
*note to self* get the fuck out of Chicago

well its 11:41 on a friday night and what am i doing?
your right Xip suger. Bordome does hurt. No blue for me tho, mabey a blood red or deep purple. what do u think?

and a poem, written a long time ago when i realized i liked dead bodies and wanted to be a corner. i think i was 12. and Xip im glad you think thats hot. feel free to pick my brain

"Pieces And Parts"

pick them apart
look inside see what they are
everyone so different outside
same inside, blood runs like a ruby river
the open body a portal to see
the soul is dead yet remains untouched
who were you when you were alive
who are you now that you are dead
flesh, pieces, parts
all put together so neatly
pick them apart look inside
wonder if it hurts
think ill try
take out a heart look in eyes
count the ribs 1 2 3 . look and see
i see what they really are
something that all thier life they tried NOT to be:
the same as everyone else
pieces and parts.

there ya have it.

i have had the hiccups for like 10 hours. anyone know if they r lethal? dam they hurt

i think ill post a short bdsm story i wrote in here tomarrow, thanx for readin this

til next time
lissa