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mellisa

I'm a small town girl in a great big city

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Thursday Mar 10, 2005

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my first sg entry. think i will use this spot as a place for my random thoughts and idle writings.

sometimes i wonder if life is just a movie that some sadistic fukker is playing on a big tv somewhere.

i like xip

i wonder who i am. i think ill write a poem

she sits in the corner
watching but not being seen
she knows thier lies
they r laced with blood and lust
they do not see
they are blind with eyes that work
running to conform to what they think is normal
she laughs at them in thier attempts to live
none of them are alive
but she is. even in her death
more life in her death than in a lifetime of thier breaths
she sits and watches
laughing and waiting
waiting for truth
waiting for herself
waiting to lick the blood from thier lies
now she sleeps eternal and bored


ok so thats it. my first sg poem. if it sucks oh well dont read it again. feel free to reply to me.

scissorhands925:
Yeah...thats exactly what life is,,,then when the TV gets shut off,,,,shows over.

Cool poem...it would make cool lyrics for a goth edged song...metal of course.

OK...if you lost your virginity to the wolfman,do you yourself turn into a wolf now,every full moon?

Even a man who's pure at heart
and says his prayers by night
Will become a wolf,when the wolfbane blooms
and the autumn moon shines bright

You must know where that poem is from wink

skull skull skull skull skull
Mar 10, 2005
xip:
more life in her death than in a lifetime of thier breaths

That line has great rhythm. I'm fascinated by your fantasy to be a coroner, that's hot and I don't know why (I think I may be a necrophiliac, I definitely have a thing for zombies). I will come back to this journal again... but for now... I am dying my hair blue! Because boredom hurts!
xip
Mar 10, 2005

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