melley

So tonight was my semi formal, and I looked hot lol. I got my hair done, and make-up done, thanks to my friend jess. I had so much fun except.....I have a boyfriend, and he couldn't come cause he's in university and university students aren't allowed in high school dances. So ya I danced and then I saw this guy, I have had a thing for since I was like 12 with another girl, and for some reason it drove me. See theres a confession I have to make, I like girls...ya I said it...gurls, and only sometimes, very rare, I like boys, and for some reason I really liked his boy. His name is Mike...well we call him Cruthers...anyways
his friend is so into me and I am not into him, but yet he followed me like a puppy dog, so finally I went and grabbed his best friend (cruthers) and started to dance, just so the other guy would get the message.....the hard part was it felt so good...I don't know what to do,
I have been with my bf for almost two years, and I love him, but for some reason when I was with Cruthers it felt amazing...so I don't know

On a better note me and Alvina are shooting tomorrow!!! Woot! its going to be hot, I get to suck on another girl's tits..lol well I got to go to bed..I'm getting really tired...hope everyone that reads this also has a good sleep <3
Melly

p.s advice would be great