*screams and tears her hair out!* OMFG! I hate everyone damnit! *cries* So E calls me last night (E being the significant other in my life and no not the drug *sigh*) and he's like "do you want to go out saturday?" and I'm thinking how many TIMES do I have to tell you I work on saturday but I calmly control any sudden outbursts...
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I'm not sure. I'm not really into the whole making lots of money or having a prestigious job title. As long as I make enough to pay rent, bills and buy groceries with maybe a little extra to spend now and then to have fun I'm happy. I guess I lost that interest in -doing something for the world-, the need to want to contribute...
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E didn't seem pissed or upset this weekend so I guess everything is good. He's just fucking aggravating me at every chance he can get.
I'm just in a constantly aggravated state lately. Things are just getting to me way easier than I would like. There were a couple times I seriously felt like stabbing the hell out of someone.
Have you ever just sat...
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I'm just in a constantly aggravated state lately. Things are just getting to me way easier than I would like. There were a couple times I seriously felt like stabbing the hell out of someone.
Have you ever just sat...
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liante:
Today is an aggravation day for me too. I'm probably going to end up skipping class this afternoon. No reason. I've missed the class enough that I should make an effort to show up today, but it's cold and rainy and miserable and I'm irritable and don't want to go.
Ambition is a funny notion. I think it depends more on what you want to do and where you want to go -- what the priorities are in your life -- than anything else. Often people assume that "ambition" means "making lots of money" or "having an impressive job title" or some other general mark of prestige.
But it could just as well mean recognizing what makes you happy and keeping to that. Which sort do you feel you have lost?
Ambition is a funny notion. I think it depends more on what you want to do and where you want to go -- what the priorities are in your life -- than anything else. Often people assume that "ambition" means "making lots of money" or "having an impressive job title" or some other general mark of prestige.
But it could just as well mean recognizing what makes you happy and keeping to that. Which sort do you feel you have lost?
I think I pissed E off. He called yesterday to wish me a Happy Valentine's day. I was tired and cranky and sick.. fucking cold pissing me off. So I'm half-zoned trying to keep up a conversation without seeming dazed out of my damn mind. Robatussin with codeine makes life nice.
Then he says something about if he doesn't get phased down depending on if...
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Then he says something about if he doesn't get phased down depending on if...
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Drama.. such a short word for situations that can go on and on and on...
I can not say I dislike drama, in certain cases I most likely thrive on it. I don't like petty fighting, high school drama but the occasional full out rant is soothing. I like to rant, I like to state my opinion in a loud decisive voice. I like to...
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I can not say I dislike drama, in certain cases I most likely thrive on it. I don't like petty fighting, high school drama but the occasional full out rant is soothing. I like to rant, I like to state my opinion in a loud decisive voice. I like to...
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liante:
Damn, that really sucks about the cab. I've had cabbies who pick me up from the airport or train station and then don't have a clue about the address where I'm supposed to be headed, and expect me to know where it is. Buddy, if I knew the town well enough to give you directions, I would have a friend to pick me up and would not need to hire you.
Sheesh. So now I just save the cards from cabbies who know what they're doing, and call the same guys in advance because I know they can keep things running smoothly. My experience has been that if a cabbie cares enough about his job to have printed up business cards, then that's a driver who can get you places on time.
Congrats on the roses.
Sheesh. So now I just save the cards from cabbies who know what they're doing, and call the same guys in advance because I know they can keep things running smoothly. My experience has been that if a cabbie cares enough about his job to have printed up business cards, then that's a driver who can get you places on time.
Congrats on the roses.
I have an awful cold right now. It's making me miserable.
I'm not usually one to do an about me kind of thing. I figure everyone finds out enough about me through my other posts.
General stuff. I'm a divorcee.. that's so weird to say. I got married when I was 18. Married 2 yrs, seperated a yr and then finally divorced Nov '04.
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I'm not usually one to do an about me kind of thing. I figure everyone finds out enough about me through my other posts.
General stuff. I'm a divorcee.. that's so weird to say. I got married when I was 18. Married 2 yrs, seperated a yr and then finally divorced Nov '04.
I...
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liante:
What was it like being married so young? You don't have to tell if you're not comfortable with the topic, of course. I'm just curious.
We get clients in occasionally who got married as young as 14 -- there was one the other day who'd married at 14 and then her husband basically kept her in the house until she was 19, so she hadn't finished school beyond ninth grade and then had to try to make it on her own. It's rough, trying to get by like it. That particular lady's doing pretty damn well considering the hand that fate dealt her.
A mink blanket sounds [i[so decadent.
Evercrack is the devil! Be glad you shook that addiction. That game should seriously have been classified as a drug when it first came out.
We get clients in occasionally who got married as young as 14 -- there was one the other day who'd married at 14 and then her husband basically kept her in the house until she was 19, so she hadn't finished school beyond ninth grade and then had to try to make it on her own. It's rough, trying to get by like it. That particular lady's doing pretty damn well considering the hand that fate dealt her.
A mink blanket sounds [i[so decadent.
Evercrack is the devil! Be glad you shook that addiction. That game should seriously have been classified as a drug when it first came out.
melixanna:
In general I am not going to say getting married young is bad. With the right person who treats you right and wants to see you advance in life as much as them it could work and has worked for quite a few ppl I know. In the situation of that young girl and myself though.. you end up with controling jerks. First step they completely alienate you from your family and friends making it so you think the only person you can rely on is them and then from there it just gets worse.
I like to count myself in with the lucky few who escape an abusive marriage alive and not in a body bag. For many young women they aren't so lucky. Plus, as much as he tried he couldn't push my Mom out of the picture or my friend Christy whom I dedicate my living to. She met me when we both lived on Ft.Campbell and she is credited with dragging me out of the house and making dinner late so many nights the very sight of her made my ex turn a bright red color, lol. Those two women were strong for me when I couldn't be and I could never thank them enough. It was hard. Finding a job, getting on my feet. Waking up in the middle of the night with death threats ringing in my ears but I made it and learned from it; so in the end that's all you can hope for.
I have to say in a choice btwn crack and evercrack I would go with EQ. It's cheaper and healthier and less illegal, lol.
I like to count myself in with the lucky few who escape an abusive marriage alive and not in a body bag. For many young women they aren't so lucky. Plus, as much as he tried he couldn't push my Mom out of the picture or my friend Christy whom I dedicate my living to. She met me when we both lived on Ft.Campbell and she is credited with dragging me out of the house and making dinner late so many nights the very sight of her made my ex turn a bright red color, lol. Those two women were strong for me when I couldn't be and I could never thank them enough. It was hard. Finding a job, getting on my feet. Waking up in the middle of the night with death threats ringing in my ears but I made it and learned from it; so in the end that's all you can hope for.
I have to say in a choice btwn crack and evercrack I would go with EQ. It's cheaper and healthier and less illegal, lol.
The times of day I have to come into work keep getting earlier and earlier... but it's ok cause well that means a better paycheck.. no one can argue with that!
Got a phone call this morning and it was my boss. Well actually I have three bosses lol. It's a family run pet store and they all co-own. There's Cheryl (the mom and main...
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Got a phone call this morning and it was my boss. Well actually I have three bosses lol. It's a family run pet store and they all co-own. There's Cheryl (the mom and main...
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liante:
Health care at the end of life is a difficult situation for everyone involved at the best of times, but I'm sorry to hear that your friend's (or just boss'? I'm not sure) grandfather had such a rough time at the end. There are limits to what doctors and nurses can legally and ethically do, but there's no excuse for that kind of neglect.
Work was intersting to say the least. I got asked for my phone number and was like wtf!? His approach was rather original and cute in that shy guy kind of way so I couldn't resist. That and I was majorly shocked. To think back on it now, it's kind of an oops wth did I just do, b/c I am currently with someone. E...
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Looking through my pics thinking I might actually put one of myself in the profile pic thingy.. but after many attempts at resizing etc I have come to the conclusion it will never turn out right and everyone is better off looking at Keilala.
Laundry is one of the most exhausting chores ever. Then after all that it's off to work. I think I was...
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Laundry is one of the most exhausting chores ever. Then after all that it's off to work. I think I was...
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liante:
Hey -- thanks for the rat advice.
Re: putting a picture of yourself in the profile, that's a decision only you can make. But if you're applying to be an SG, you're going to end up with a picture of yourself in the profile anyway... so might as well get resigned to it.
Re: putting a picture of yourself in the profile, that's a decision only you can make. But if you're applying to be an SG, you're going to end up with a picture of yourself in the profile anyway... so might as well get resigned to it.
melixanna:
Lol, having a pic of me is something I would like up there but I am picture resizing illiterate it would seem.
OMG! I am wicked excited. Got an email back from Missy saying my app was accepted. Now to just find someone good with a camera and get a set accepted, hehe.
If you've ever played Everquest to any extensive amount you know what it is like to apply to guilds. I have applied to alot of guilds.. and have found while the applying part is...
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If you've ever played Everquest to any extensive amount you know what it is like to apply to guilds. I have applied to alot of guilds.. and have found while the applying part is...
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beryn:
yay gratz!!!! I'm sure whatever you do for your set it'll turn out great! 