Once I get past the random ranting rage, things don't seem soooo bad. I mean it's understandable that yes once you become involved with someone you'd probably want to see them stick around to enjoy the future. Just hate how much going from friend to relationship changes so much.
Trainability? Possibly there if he can get past his problem. Thing is.. I wasn't looking for another relationship, at least not one this serious. Poor dude is all thinking he's fallen in love with me. I am lovable until you get to know me though haha. He will probably come to his senses soon enough, if not then I question his sanity.
Last night.. I had this freaking awesome brainstorm for a new tattoo, and then I cried b/c I knew I couldn't afford anything. I got two hours of sleep before work and now I'm doing laundry. Once that is done I am going to crash.
Tomorrow I meet his parents. Going over for Easter dinner I guess. Thing is, they are natural southerner's and sometimes the way people cook in the south scares me and -almost- makes me want to run back up north until I remember the feeling of freezing to death in tons of snow. That and I have this weird quirk of not liking to eat around people I don't know. Makes me feel sick, so tomorrow I'll have to play nice, act like the girlfriend I am supposed to be and try to not go outside every 5 minutes to smoke.
Wish me luck!
Trainability? Possibly there if he can get past his problem. Thing is.. I wasn't looking for another relationship, at least not one this serious. Poor dude is all thinking he's fallen in love with me. I am lovable until you get to know me though haha. He will probably come to his senses soon enough, if not then I question his sanity.
Last night.. I had this freaking awesome brainstorm for a new tattoo, and then I cried b/c I knew I couldn't afford anything. I got two hours of sleep before work and now I'm doing laundry. Once that is done I am going to crash.
Tomorrow I meet his parents. Going over for Easter dinner I guess. Thing is, they are natural southerner's and sometimes the way people cook in the south scares me and -almost- makes me want to run back up north until I remember the feeling of freezing to death in tons of snow. That and I have this weird quirk of not liking to eat around people I don't know. Makes me feel sick, so tomorrow I'll have to play nice, act like the girlfriend I am supposed to be and try to not go outside every 5 minutes to smoke.
Wish me luck!
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Thanks for taking time to comment, by the way.
Stalkers are no fun, no fun at all. I've had the whole "relationship that would not die" thing, and it's horribly annoying.
The transition from friend to relationship doesn't have to be a difficult one. In my experience, if everything changes after sex, then the relationship is simply not going to survive. Sooner or later it will turn to ashes. When sex is a logical progression, and you can still laugh and enjoy doing nothing together and things don't get all weird and shaky and serious afterwards, there's hope.
You wrote, "I am lovable until you get to know me." Everyone feels that way. A suggestion? Let him know you. Disillusion him quickly, so you can find out if he's the real deal.
Good luck!