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melixanna

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Tuesday Feb 22, 2005

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E didn't seem pissed or upset this weekend so I guess everything is good. He's just fucking aggravating me at every chance he can get.

I'm just in a constantly aggravated state lately. Things are just getting to me way easier than I would like. There were a couple times I seriously felt like stabbing the hell out of someone.

Have you ever just sat down and wondered when the hell you changed so much. I had one of those times this weekend. I was outside smoking and was trying to figure out when the hell I lost any ambition to go anywhere in life or do something in my life. I feel like I'm stuck in this weird alternate plane of existence. Oh well, laundry day puke
liante:
Today is an aggravation day for me too. I'm probably going to end up skipping class this afternoon. No reason. I've missed the class enough that I should make an effort to show up today, but it's cold and rainy and miserable and I'm irritable and don't want to go.

Ambition is a funny notion. I think it depends more on what you want to do and where you want to go -- what the priorities are in your life -- than anything else. Often people assume that "ambition" means "making lots of money" or "having an impressive job title" or some other general mark of prestige.

But it could just as well mean recognizing what makes you happy and keeping to that. Which sort do you feel you have lost?
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