melitta

Its been a month since Im with my boy...
the night when I met him I was so desperate... some hours before I was almost crying and telling my best friend that I will never find a normal guy who will respect and love me... and some hours later I met him...
he takes me everywhere by car, already gave his flatkeys( ), and takes me out eating with no particular reasons...
I can tell noone ever treated me this good...
so why I told all this?
I just got a message from my "cannot really call ex" asshole guy with whom I was in love for almost 2 years he used me... I think people treat toilet paper better than he treated me... so this message by now only pisses me off a lot ...yeah he looked like a tattooed god, but that was all, he had no inside...
and I really cant believe that he has the face to message me after so many unanswered messages...
by now I do think I was the best he could ever had, but will never have again...
now I know what is to be LOVED...
for you all: