melissabird

went to Foxwoods tonite with my family...it was great!!! We had dinner at California Pizza Kitchen-delish!!!!.....I sat at the roulette table for 2.5 hrs!!!!....I was red hot!!!.....I took home about $350 so I can't complain.....tattoo money!!!!!!!

I have a problem....i don't really want to talk about it.... I knew I would hit rock bottom eventually....we do it until that moment of rock bottomness and it hits you....i will deal with the shame and anger of it and I will move on....maybe this needed to happen so I will never do it again....right now I just want my ativan to kick in...
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I need to fuck.....*sigh*...sometimes I see an incredibly gorgeous and sexy man and I wanna just go up to him and say..."look Man....can we fuck?...pretty please?...I gotsta have you.....just once....."

how do I post a video from youtube in this blog thingy???

continued from the other day:
when I get there he opens the door, gives me a sly grin, yanks me in by the wrist.....we usually go right upstairs but today he pushed me against the wall and softly kissed my neck and my cleavage....I'm getting wet just reminiscing about it....we went upstairs and fucked and ,as promised, I swallowed his cum like a good girl........
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Its been about a month since I've seen him...he's been ill, we've had arguments, various things.....but I just got his text "I want you here at 5, no questions, no excuses".....I love when he's in control like that, it turns me on...."my cock is hard and full of cum...what do you plan to do about it?"....me:<grin>.....so I bat my eyelashes and text "slide it into...
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my dog's breath smells like a mix of old poo, lo mein, and bones.....but I kinda like it