melissabird

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I'm nervous!!!!! excited!!!!!!!! scared to fly!!!!!!!!
headin to St. Loius, Missouri in the wee hours of tomorrow morning....my friend actually lives about an hour outside of there, I haven't seen her in 15 yrs!!!!! she's really the only female friend I ever had a close relationship with, she is exactly like me, same sense of humor...
I soooo need this vacation too.....my BF is annoying...
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Missouri...any good?.....I mean aside from the tornadoes....going there on Monday to visit my best friend from high school that I haven't seen in 15 years....she says we are going squirrel hunting.....

they always come back to "Sweet Melissa"...........he called me today, .....i don't know how i feel about this, i haven't talked to him in 3 months, he had been really mean to me and said some rude and insensitive things to me that were the last straw for me (including "I'm not attracted to you", which of course makes me giggle and think of...
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*Symphony season is over, thank goodness, I need a break
*going to Missouri next month, I'm very excited, staying with my best friend from high school that I haven't seen in like 15 yrs. This will be my first time flying solo, yikes, and also my first time off the East Coast, the furthest I have ever been inland is Pennsylvania.
*need to make an...
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watched Black Swan today....man those were some HOT scenes....

I haven't cried about my weight in a long time, but I did today....its a daily struggle to look in the mirror at my body and accept what I see. I mean, I'd still fuck me, lol....and dang I sure am pretty, but I'd kill to be in my 20's again.....*sigh*.....oh well, I'm gonna put a smile on my face and carry on.
I have...
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