melissabird

they always come back to "Sweet Melissa"...........he called me today, .....i don't know how i feel about this, i haven't talked to him in 3 months, he had been really mean to me and said some rude and insensitive things to me that were the last straw for me (including "I'm not attracted to you", which of course makes me giggle and think of Elaine Benes saying "is it possible I'm not attractive as I think I am?" )and I stopped talking to him.....out of the blue, he calls me, said he needed to apologize to me for the way he was, I appreciate that.....one of the reasons he was having sex with me was to get his heart in shape (he's had several heart operations)....he needs me again, he wants the sexual relationship back....I told him things would have to be different this time, he needs to respect my feelings, and no guilt trips.....anyways, we had phone sex...he cried after cuz he was in pain, couldn't breathe and felt like he was gonna have a heart attack whatever:.....
I'm going to try not to get all caught up in his drama this time....I need to focus on my trip to Missouri coming up