there was some nice eye candy at the gym tonite....I was making love to one guy with my eyes all night....he had just the right physique....mmm....I'm not gonna lie, I wanted to know what his cock looks like...and I would have licked the sweat off his biceps
in other news, I had a night with my "friend" last night again....he wanted me to come by... Read More
having a midlife crisis....I don't want to be with my boyfriend anymore....he doesn't appreciate me, he thinks I'm a nag, its like living with a winy teenager.....we rarely have sex anymore...I feel like we have just been staying together for money cuz we have no where else to go......we live in my house, which is in foreclosure, its just a matter of time before we... Read More
my bf really hurt my feelings just now.....I asked him if he wanted to come to my concert tonite and he flat out said NO....I was taken aback and said "oh, fine....ok"...then he rolls his eyes and was like "i was hoping for a nice relaxing nite".....as if he doesn't relax on the couch all the time anyways....made me feel like he is so bored... Read More
I know he still finds me attractive and stuff, I just wish he'd show it more....I wish he'd put his hands on me more, kiss me like I'm beautiful, caress my face...corny, I know...but I NEED it.....*sigh*.....I need to feel wanted sexually, I don't feel wanted right now.....