melissa2

Like I said before.......check the new pics.

So what I have finally figured out is.......

QUESTION EVERYTHING AND TRUST NOBODY.

trilobyte said it best to me tonight when he said (as i remember it, but not verbatim)........"You don't have to tell me. Lemme just put it this way, i'll believe it when I see it. Actions speak louder than words."

So that's what I'm gonna do.......I'll prove it to all of you doubters. Live by actions........words don't simply gain you credibility.

I am a good person DAMN IT, and more importantly, I need to stop caring what other people think about me. As much as I try to say I don't give a shit, I do.......Everyone does.....kinda. I can only live my life for me.........

This wasn't supposed to turn all inspirational and cheesy.......but it did.

Just letting the demons out. And making myself vulnerable. If you'll recall a few journals back is that I never ask for help and try to do everything myself. I kinda find this as opening myself up, which is making me vulnerble, and meaning that i need help and i can't do it alone. OI!!!

So the question of the day is.............not really a question at all.

ASK ME A QUESTION..........anything, and I will answer in your journal........