Long drives usually mean contemplation. For me, it just meant searching for radio stations that weren't ranchero music and christian rock. Blah......
So this I've been told is sooooooo girly, but this weekend commemorates the epitome of me fucking up and being an ass clown.
Yes ladies and gents, on Sunday, April 27th, will be six years from the day I LOST MY VIRGINITY. I only remember it because
a) It was his birthday
b) it emotionally scarred me for life
c) and because HE WAS THE BIGGEST DOUCHEBAG IN THE WORLD..........
So my question, although it already is in the profile section (but must people don't really answer it) is WHAT WAS IT LIKE WHEN YOU LOST YOU VIRGINITY????
Yes I was 14, rather young......He was 15 and I was obsessed with him. This was prior to me actually knowing how to like a guy and be able to TALK to them. So I snuck him into my house, up the stairs, and my parents were never the wiser. He was high, he had rollerbladed to my house, and I was on the last day of my period. He was like "Well what to do wanna do?" and I randomly said I wanted him to be my first.
So anywho....the Nirvana "Nevermind" album played while my cheesy blacklight stayed on and I lost myself in the pain. Oh the PAIN!!!!!! He made me swear never to tell anyone, of course I did......
He threatened to beat me up and we never acknowledged each other for the entirity of high school. First he denied it to everyone, and then he went around telling everyone. Hence where I have gotten on the defensive when people have made slut comments towards or about me.
In conclusion, I automatically think guys named Josh are assholes (his name was Josh), except for this Josh....
I have opened up to you, now it's your turn.
So this I've been told is sooooooo girly, but this weekend commemorates the epitome of me fucking up and being an ass clown.
Yes ladies and gents, on Sunday, April 27th, will be six years from the day I LOST MY VIRGINITY. I only remember it because
a) It was his birthday
b) it emotionally scarred me for life
c) and because HE WAS THE BIGGEST DOUCHEBAG IN THE WORLD..........
So my question, although it already is in the profile section (but must people don't really answer it) is WHAT WAS IT LIKE WHEN YOU LOST YOU VIRGINITY????
Yes I was 14, rather young......He was 15 and I was obsessed with him. This was prior to me actually knowing how to like a guy and be able to TALK to them. So I snuck him into my house, up the stairs, and my parents were never the wiser. He was high, he had rollerbladed to my house, and I was on the last day of my period. He was like "Well what to do wanna do?" and I randomly said I wanted him to be my first.
So anywho....the Nirvana "Nevermind" album played while my cheesy blacklight stayed on and I lost myself in the pain. Oh the PAIN!!!!!! He made me swear never to tell anyone, of course I did......
He threatened to beat me up and we never acknowledged each other for the entirity of high school. First he denied it to everyone, and then he went around telling everyone. Hence where I have gotten on the defensive when people have made slut comments towards or about me.
In conclusion, I automatically think guys named Josh are assholes (his name was Josh), except for this Josh....
I have opened up to you, now it's your turn.
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i was 16, he was older and hot, but i didn't know him that well. i never told anyone about it until months later, when i was in a serious relationship. it didn't hurt, he didn't last long, and in a way i guess it could have been attempted rape, but i don't wanna get into that.
I lost it at thirteen to a girl that was two years older and about 20 years more experienced than me. She was extremely aggressive and freak me out in the first few minutes because I wasn' expecting her to even touch me. It turned into a completely sexual relationship. Even to the present whenever I see her, she always tries to sneak us off even if there is the remotest possiblility we can in a quickie or more.
Sorry you lost it to a dipshit.