Yesterday got a little bit better I still hate people and they hate me...well I like that hmmm...I'm not quite sure what the point is to this journal besides grrrrrr people suck!
Now your gone, now your back
no more hide and seek
I can't play these games anymore
what I thought I had is so
out of reach not so much gone
because there still in my head
one break and everything falls
go from having such a high to
having nothing,funny how this happens.
Everything good leaves in all good time
what you think you... Read More
Now i lay thee down to sleep with a puddle of blood at my feet
my world begins to fade to black
only your face can bring me back
dont know where I am no need to
find out I need you and need to feel your touch right now
I'm dying slowly so no need to stop now I cant escape
tears, of blood... Read More
So just when I think my day cant get any worst you know along with this shitty ass cold raining weather...yet another idiot I come across feeding me drama that doesn't include me....god I hate people...
First nightmare in a long time and the shitty part about the whole thing is that I wasn't even tierd or trying to fall asleep fine one minute past out the next...Anybody know how long your suppose to be asleep before you have a dream cause this happend in like a 45 minute time space so I thought you couldnt even have dreams if you... Read More
the best thing i can come up for the reason i reposted that is because some of the things i write are for specific moods to either help me drown or make me better....i just happened to want to drown
So I've meet nothing but guy whore's in the past five days and boy I hate it because they are soooo not as slick as they like to think they are days are blending together and a repeat of the one before it goodness holidays can suck and everyones always in a real shitty mood before they get here and then after christmas everyone will... Read More
So I guess my days have gotten better ???? hmmm.... I don't really know my brothers sick again coughing his lung up and theres not a damn thing I can do about it but try and make him more comfortable with it
I think im actualy begining to like the idea of x-mas coming around hung up some lights picked my fake tree up off... Read More
Why is it that most of our population is ran by morons? and why is it that i happend to make friends with every single moron on the way through it??????Christmas shopping URGH now that was just awsome I thought we were going to be killed over Gameboys whoa buddy it was just grand.Well thats my nonsense for the day.....Hope all is well in the... Read More
I'm beginning to think that the only people who actually enjoy Christmas carols are the ones who have never had to work retail before. They only started playing them at my job on Friday, and I'm already sick of them. And we still have 27 days, 3 hours, and 40 minutes to go until it's finally, mercifully over...
And the problem with morons is that they're now the majority! Scary thought, isn't it? Especially in a country run by majority rule...