Long over due update!
So I got hired at the local Texas Roadhouse. I have my orientation tomorrow!! And thank God/ddess because I wasn't too sure that I would be unable to restrain myself and not walk out in the middle of a shift at OG. Sunday I picked up a dinner shift, meaning I worked a split. Well we ran out of chicken, the manager was trying to not give me a break. Glad I hate the place and can put my foot down and open my bitchy mouth. He gave me a break. So I come back on and have to deal with telling people that we are out of chicken (which the two new promo entrees are...). Didn't go over well. We were slow, b/c word has gotten out that we SUCK! Finally the South side of the store gets cut and sent home. Thhirty minutes later, I haven't been cut. I also haven't had anyone in my section for 20 minutes. So I kindly go to the manager and remind him I was a split, the South people got to go home - and a lot of them were dinner only - and my section has been empty for over 20 minutes now. He said he would go up front. 15 minutes later, I'm not cut and getting tables. I fucking gave them away. I was so pissed off. And he continued to refuse to cut me. I walked out of there just before close at 10. I got there at Noon. With a measely 30 minute break I had to fight for. That was really the last straw and I am so glad that I have orientation with Roadhouse before I go back to OG. I put my two weeks notice in last Wenesday after I got hired and my manager found it and came rearing up my ass.... "WHAT IS THIS?! WHAT IS THIS MEL?!" After explainging that I am tired of not eating b/c I have to put all my money to rent which I have been late on now b/c they can't get their act together here that I have to move on. "No, I'm not going to accept this. Not doing it." Like he has some choice! Oh well. I guess after talking my damn ear off for TWO FUCKING HOURS, and a lot of Xanex, he offered me a shift or two a week, so I could work over there and "see how it works out". I'm sure it will be fine. But I am keeping that to myself. He even wanted me to come to one of the trainer meetings. See, he wants to keep me. But I want to keep my apartment, my car, and put more than one meal (at best) in my mouth a day. We'll see....
School has been keeping me busy. I have a 95 currently. My final project is due today. I have a big part of it done. I haven't been sleeping so I am considering taking a nap (since the fucking Ambien CR has given me the headache from hell. I hate that shit) so I actually have energy to finish the damn thing and get a good grade.
I had another round of cortizone injections on the 30th. They were pretty bad. But a week and a half later I can honestly say I feel better. Thank God. I was begining to wonder if I ever would after that accident. So now I can actually exercize and not worry about being in excruciating pain! And loose all this FUCKING weight that I have gained becuase of the accident. Bye bye fat and stretch marks! I want my body back!
I went to Victoria's Secret yesterday. And I have always been between a B and a C cup. But the girls seem to be on one of their growth spurts, and are filling out. So I tried on a C, and it fit PERFECT. No in between size anymore! Now if I can will them to between a C and a D.... 
   
 
Tomorrow is Rasputina and Primus. Great thing Mike and I have been fighting for 3 weeks now I swear. The concert hall is just off the fucking mall in DC. I bloody hate driving in DC!! It is the fucking worst. NYC is nothing compared to DC. Crazy Texas drivers - of which I am one (I learned to drive on 35 in rush hour traffic in the rain or my mum wouldn't let me get my lisence) - look tame - even the Grannies in Caddilacs speeding down the Tollroad. Mike drove last time for the Tori Amos meet and greet so now "It's your turn bitch! I got the tickets last time for not knowing what the hell I was doign!" Let me tell you. I am so looking forward to this. Why couldn't they play in Baltimore?!  Oh well, the seats are AMAZING - 6 row center Orch.  So despite the awful DC traffic, we should be fine.  Plus I'm excited to wear my new Steve Madden shoes.
   Why couldn't they play in Baltimore?!  Oh well, the seats are AMAZING - 6 row center Orch.  So despite the awful DC traffic, we should be fine.  Plus I'm excited to wear my new Steve Madden shoes.    
 
Ok, now I have to go work on my final. Enough of the procrastionation. 
 
    
  So I got hired at the local Texas Roadhouse. I have my orientation tomorrow!! And thank God/ddess because I wasn't too sure that I would be unable to restrain myself and not walk out in the middle of a shift at OG. Sunday I picked up a dinner shift, meaning I worked a split. Well we ran out of chicken, the manager was trying to not give me a break. Glad I hate the place and can put my foot down and open my bitchy mouth. He gave me a break. So I come back on and have to deal with telling people that we are out of chicken (which the two new promo entrees are...). Didn't go over well. We were slow, b/c word has gotten out that we SUCK! Finally the South side of the store gets cut and sent home. Thhirty minutes later, I haven't been cut. I also haven't had anyone in my section for 20 minutes. So I kindly go to the manager and remind him I was a split, the South people got to go home - and a lot of them were dinner only - and my section has been empty for over 20 minutes now. He said he would go up front. 15 minutes later, I'm not cut and getting tables. I fucking gave them away. I was so pissed off. And he continued to refuse to cut me. I walked out of there just before close at 10. I got there at Noon. With a measely 30 minute break I had to fight for. That was really the last straw and I am so glad that I have orientation with Roadhouse before I go back to OG. I put my two weeks notice in last Wenesday after I got hired and my manager found it and came rearing up my ass.... "WHAT IS THIS?! WHAT IS THIS MEL?!" After explainging that I am tired of not eating b/c I have to put all my money to rent which I have been late on now b/c they can't get their act together here that I have to move on. "No, I'm not going to accept this. Not doing it." Like he has some choice! Oh well. I guess after talking my damn ear off for TWO FUCKING HOURS, and a lot of Xanex, he offered me a shift or two a week, so I could work over there and "see how it works out". I'm sure it will be fine. But I am keeping that to myself. He even wanted me to come to one of the trainer meetings. See, he wants to keep me. But I want to keep my apartment, my car, and put more than one meal (at best) in my mouth a day. We'll see....
School has been keeping me busy. I have a 95 currently. My final project is due today. I have a big part of it done. I haven't been sleeping so I am considering taking a nap (since the fucking Ambien CR has given me the headache from hell. I hate that shit) so I actually have energy to finish the damn thing and get a good grade.
I had another round of cortizone injections on the 30th. They were pretty bad. But a week and a half later I can honestly say I feel better. Thank God. I was begining to wonder if I ever would after that accident. So now I can actually exercize and not worry about being in excruciating pain! And loose all this FUCKING weight that I have gained becuase of the accident. Bye bye fat and stretch marks! I want my body back!
I went to Victoria's Secret yesterday. And I have always been between a B and a C cup. But the girls seem to be on one of their growth spurts, and are filling out. So I tried on a C, and it fit PERFECT. No in between size anymore! Now if I can will them to between a C and a D....
 
   
 
Tomorrow is Rasputina and Primus. Great thing Mike and I have been fighting for 3 weeks now I swear. The concert hall is just off the fucking mall in DC. I bloody hate driving in DC!! It is the fucking worst. NYC is nothing compared to DC. Crazy Texas drivers - of which I am one (I learned to drive on 35 in rush hour traffic in the rain or my mum wouldn't let me get my lisence) - look tame - even the Grannies in Caddilacs speeding down the Tollroad. Mike drove last time for the Tori Amos meet and greet so now "It's your turn bitch! I got the tickets last time for not knowing what the hell I was doign!" Let me tell you. I am so looking forward to this.
 Why couldn't they play in Baltimore?!  Oh well, the seats are AMAZING - 6 row center Orch.  So despite the awful DC traffic, we should be fine.  Plus I'm excited to wear my new Steve Madden shoes.
   Why couldn't they play in Baltimore?!  Oh well, the seats are AMAZING - 6 row center Orch.  So despite the awful DC traffic, we should be fine.  Plus I'm excited to wear my new Steve Madden shoes.    
 
Ok, now I have to go work on my final. Enough of the procrastionation.
