meldarko

Maybe one tear squeezed itself out of my eye when I hung up my phone about 15 minutes ago.
It was William.
We had a conversation about how this thing we're doing is going nowhere.
He's making some changes in his life and lifestyle... and I'm to be left by the wayside.
I made it easier... I have no desire to wait around for someone to decide that they want to be with me.
That's a simple descision to make, I'm pretty damned awesome.
It had been going south for a bit now anyhow.
He's more boastful and brazen, I'm more humble and softspoken.
At first, it was amazing... there was fire, and chemistry, and magnetism...
Our last few moments spent together were a bit colder and more forced... I simply never got to the point were I felt relaxed around him.
My goals did not match his, my values didn't match and my priorities were very different.
I gave it a shot for a lot longer than I would have in the past.
It just wasn't meant to be.
But, he was fun while he lasted.

For those of you who aren't linked to me on myspace... sorry about the repeat but it was far easier to copy and paste this one...