meldarko

lately all i really want to do is watch movies and get all tired and junk...
went out last night, and was kinda bored, but i got drunk so it was worth it to some degree... i'm not a big fan of being drunk really...
i'm on a quest for something more substantial...
oh yeah, i went to visit my old church today right after service at my new one... got a double dose of jesus...
and at my old church found out that a girl i was close friends with in high school (whom i stopped hanging out with in college because i was more into drugs than bible verses) got shot on friday... by her mother... and she died... so that's been on my mind a lot today...
she was such an open and loving person... she was the only one from youth group that tried to keep contact with me... her mother has a drinking problem, apparently she showed up to lisa's apartment drunk on friday and shot her... no one knows why or what the hell was going on... i just wish i could have... i don't know... i know better than to shut out good friends from my life again...

if you believe in prayer please say a few for lisa's family and friends...