meldarko

i'm having trouble being able to say these things aloud without getting way off-track... so, I've made them a journal entry...

I'm asking that no one comment on this one at all...

please, I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea, I just need to vent

The ABCDE's

point A:

you didn't believe a word i said, i must be like everyone else you know... i am nothing like anyone you'll ever know

point B:

i told you, there's never a reason to lie to me... which you did... a lot

point C:

you believe something's going to end badly and you do everything you can to make sure to prove yourself right... at the expense of a friendship with someone who cared enough about you to say what i just said... pay attention to this point... learn from it... can you deny it?

point D:

i know you'd prefer to keep a friendship going... but, i don't owe you anything, and i don't keep friends that i can't trust... and trust takes an awful long time to rebuild... it's not impossible... it's just not going to happen overnight

point E:

at no point did i mention anything you thought i was mad about, which further proves point A