meldarko

Go to Necto on Halloween!!

I <3 you mel...

not to mention the totally sweet paint job in the salon. Eireann tells me it looks fabulous in there... well, at least it did when she visited you the other day and got a totally sweet new 'do at the hands of one Miss MelDarko.



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There's a very good reason why I don't listen to the radio anymore, at least for music.

thanks for the birthday wishes

Many aspects of my life have turned into what I dreamt they would be. Now that I have them, I've learned that my dreams haven't been what I needed. How fucking humbling is that?

Thanks for coming out last night and for the wonderful bats we have them hanging on our lamp!!

Okay I know it's a short notice, but I have to try. I'm going to be up at BW3's this friday... It's in westland off of wayne rd. If you need personal direction let me know. my number is (734)620-2579 give me a call or write...

XOXO
-BROKEN

wow this is just awesome. I have had many conversations about dead bodies, and many conversations about hookers, but somehow have never really discussed dead hookers beyond the act of killing the hooker and disposing of the body. To think all that time all I had to do was give them to you.

Well.. this is one of those 'booty' relationships (i.e. no supposed emotions). It hasn't been going on long at all, but I've been able to tell there might be some feelings involved. I'm not her boyfriend, but we have spent quite a bit of time talking lately. But this is just one case, and not totally relevant.

The best I can think of is that if I don't seem to get jealous of anything, they think I don't care. What the hell can I do about that? I simply don't get jealous; it's one of the things that did a full 180 when I made HUGE changes to myself a few years back.
I understand the generalities your telling me, but anyone involved with me in the last 4-5 years knows that boldness doesn't phase me, and that I'm atypical in a lot of ways. I dunno.

ahh...I'm jealous. I want to go to chicago!

sorry you feel blah. I definatly understand. unfortunatly..there's no easy fix...just gotta work yourself out of it eventually.

totally get the not wanting alone thing. it's gonna be gettin toward winter and my bed is cold. that's just not cool

i am so used to having someone....
i forget what its like to be single
but sexy is definitely the way to go!

btw...your pic is adorable

HI HI HI!! Right back at ya

this is their year. maybe anyway. wouldn't that just be hot??! ;-)

"I would think that i would hurt more if i was in love with the guy i'm dating, because i know he's not at that place in his life right now... and it doesn't seem he ever will be. " ok lol are we seeing the same boy? LOL no but yeah im RITE THERE. and it hurts yeah, but being with him feels so good that i kinda just blur out the rest. i keep trying. and i knwo you dont know my whole story but you can hear it sometime if youd like lol or one or the roomies could fill you in...you just gotta keep trying. what else is there to do? take care of yourself kiddo, and i hope we get to meet soon. grrrr. how is it that my hair is still turning things blue even though i didnt take a shower OR have wet hair last nite, i woke up to an omg your pillowcase is blue.......? from my LOVELY blue hair lol
ok we will talk on yahoo now that i see you there much luv to you kiddo have a wicked weekend.
angie~

I think it is better. for some people it just doesnt happen, either they dont let themselves feel so unconditonally or for whatever reason it doesnt happen.

But personally, I'd rather fall in love and have it fail and pick myself back up, go on with my life..then to never have had that expirence.

I honestly believe whatever kills us makes us stronger. cheesy saying but it's true. you can either let something destroy you or choose to move on and live the rest of your life.

I think you'll find someone. from what little I've been around you you seem great.

It's tricky to let yourself be open to thoes scary feelings but yet not run head first and fall down the hill so to speak.

if you let it, it'll happen. with the right person, at the right time. you just gotta let go and let it happen.

Any time babe. I clap on demand so its all good.

Luna was decent. Since Chris Rohn moved to Friday nights, Saturdays haven't been quite the same. The Fuck Work party was alright, but I probably would have enjoyed it more had I stayed.
Lesson learned.