Meh, just MEH.
I have such happiness and sadness going on right now. I have a hard time dealing with it. I have been through the ringer for quite some time now. I need to focus on the things that make me happy SO.....here is my theme song.....
And one that I love.....with some dear old friends in the band at that time. They make... Read More
Normally I am Miss BloggyBloggerton, so here is an update of sorts.
VYVYAN is being SUCH a good girl!!! YAY!!!
I had 2 dr's appts yesterday. One for my apparently maladjusted posterior sinuses in which I received antibiotics, and samples of an asthma med that seems to help normal allergy/sinus sufferers. I also got a neti pot to try. I did fairly well, and sputtered... Read More
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know. I have not ever changed my name on the site, nor even my font color!!!! well, except for n00b font hour.
I get a LOT of comments for the x's. And I don't really encourage it, other that to acknowledge it and say that I have been for a long time now. It was and IS my choice not to... Read More
It is almost Valentine's Day. I am doing nothing but working and probably laundry and packing. And MaryJay and I are online dating since her man won't be with her. *giggle*
I LIKE Valentine's day. I am apparently a hopeless romantic. I even doodle hearts, and I always have. I even give out Valentine's at work.
I do have a Valentine this year and it... Read More
That Ralphie and Lisa clip is pretty funny. I have passed out the little mini valentines day cards (LOTR in 2006 & Simpsons in 2007) at work, just for shits and giggles.
Sigh.
I am working from home this year, so it will just be a valentines e-mail, maybe with
or
It is dorky, but everyone should get a valentine, a smile or an acknowledgment, it reaffirms our humanity.
Nobody ever said she wasn't allowed to be upset. She has every right. But I have every right to feel my emotions too. And she will be better off without me and my problems that clash with her desires and needs in a man.
helplessness is one of the worlds worst feelings, especially if you're an impatient person. You're strong though, so know that. And have some hugs *huuuuuuuugs*
This is from someone else's blog. And it made me cry. Because this is what I want. I want someone to feel that way about me. I want the fairytale, but a real one. I am not scared of REAL life. Or a REAL relationship. And that is what I mean by a fairytale-a real relationship. And the sad... Read More
It's funny cuz something like that is so hard to find for some people. You & I that is, & so when we ask for it we think it comes off as over demanding or asking too much ha ha. Someday my friend, someday...
