melaniek

Still stressed and can't wait until I can relax.
I FINALLY have my vacation scheduled at work. It had been scheduled, postponed, scheduled, postponed all year long and the time that I want to take has been denied. So I am taking Friday the 16th through Monday the 26th off. I have plans for the weekend and then may go and visit my family. I haven't decided.
Wow, I look at what i have written and I am amazed at my attitude in the words and how I currently feel. I can't wait until this is over.
I am off to have a hot bath, but before I go, here is a song.
It might seem like we're not the only ones to tell you
But who's in charge of your destiny
Some dumb fucker or is it you know
It's not what's in between your legs
But what's inside your head that counts
You say you're worthless
But I see through the bullshit
You're not helpless you can stand on your own two feet
So why do you let yourself be treated like a piece of meat
A fucking piece of meat
You call it life I call it rape, I call it prostitution
I don't know why you hate yourself
Cause you're not ugly at all
So let the sunshine in
And chase away your blues
Smilers never lose and frowners never win
So let the sunshine in
I know it's fucking hard
But now it's time to try and start to
Let the sunshine in
So when you feel fucked up like your life is in the gutter
Think about it for a minute
It's what you say that matters
Don't call it life, call it life, call it prostitution
And you won't have to hate yourself
Because you're a beautiful person