Thank you my friends!!!! I know that I sound borderline, but I have not crossed the border yet! 
I am just really more stressed than normal. I can handle lots, I really can. I just am exhausted and have more stress than normal. And thinking back about decisions that I made and regret does NOT help. Thinking about my past health issues does not help. I get really insecure and distrustful when I think about my past relationships, because they were not relationships in the true sense of the word. SOOOOooooo, obviously, all this shit running through my head at once does not bode well when coupled with my other stress factors!
I was talking to my old dear friend Jon online and we talked about bands and I told him that I was listening to Cletus. We reminisced about all the shows and OTHER stuff and he was polite enough to NOT bring up me and Cletus staying the night at his apt! *giggle*
He said that "Creep" was his favorite song by them, so here it is!!!
The funny thing is that I had SUCH an ubercrush on Johnny and I love guys with dark hair. My previous longtime boyfriend was blonde, so every time I saw Johnny, he bleached his hair. I don't know if it was for me, but one time I came over and he still had the stuff in it!!!!! Dang it!!! He was a cutie either way, but I loved it dark! I love this video because his hair is dark and that it has Kevin Lewey playing guitar. Sigh, I miss Kevin. I wish that he was still alive.
Well, I could fill up 10 blogs with my misspent youth and shenanigans with ONLY this band, but I had better not tell ALL of my secrets.
Enjoy!
I am just really more stressed than normal. I can handle lots, I really can. I just am exhausted and have more stress than normal. And thinking back about decisions that I made and regret does NOT help. Thinking about my past health issues does not help. I get really insecure and distrustful when I think about my past relationships, because they were not relationships in the true sense of the word. SOOOOooooo, obviously, all this shit running through my head at once does not bode well when coupled with my other stress factors!
I was talking to my old dear friend Jon online and we talked about bands and I told him that I was listening to Cletus. We reminisced about all the shows and OTHER stuff and he was polite enough to NOT bring up me and Cletus staying the night at his apt!
*giggle*He said that "Creep" was his favorite song by them, so here it is!!!
The funny thing is that I had SUCH an ubercrush on Johnny and I love guys with dark hair. My previous longtime boyfriend was blonde, so every time I saw Johnny, he bleached his hair. I don't know if it was for me, but one time I came over and he still had the stuff in it!!!!! Dang it!!! He was a cutie either way, but I loved it dark! I love this video because his hair is dark and that it has Kevin Lewey playing guitar. Sigh, I miss Kevin. I wish that he was still alive.
Well, I could fill up 10 blogs with my misspent youth and shenanigans with ONLY this band
, but I had better not tell ALL of my secrets. Enjoy!
explodingboy1:
lol, misspent youth. hope things settle down soon sexy melly