I have just way too much stuff pressing down on me. I am really stressed and I do not know what to do!
I just feel too many emotions at once to sort through them. No one truly understands, so I will have to deal with it on my own.
My mom did have surgery and is doing very well. She is starting to notice a differance in her feet already and is mobile a bit. I am so very glad. I wish that she would get her knees done as soon as she recouperates.
My health is improving even though I am stressed beyond belief. I have been exercising A BIT and I can see and tell the differance. I do not want to overdo it as I am still not to the low end of the normal range, so I really only have been doing very little. But my biceps are already starting to get a bit cut. I MADE Debbie and Lisa check out my guns! I still have a very long way to go.
I am so very glad that I work in a secure building. I get to listen to any music that I want to all day long. I listened to MTX, Cub, The Smoking Popes, Big in Japan, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, an Undertones Tribute album, Hot Water Music, and other stuff that I probably could not listen to if I worked anywhere else.
I really need things to go my way for once....and soon. I am so very tired of trying to keep everything together.
I just feel too many emotions at once to sort through them. No one truly understands, so I will have to deal with it on my own.
My mom did have surgery and is doing very well. She is starting to notice a differance in her feet already and is mobile a bit. I am so very glad. I wish that she would get her knees done as soon as she recouperates.
My health is improving even though I am stressed beyond belief. I have been exercising A BIT and I can see and tell the differance. I do not want to overdo it as I am still not to the low end of the normal range, so I really only have been doing very little. But my biceps are already starting to get a bit cut. I MADE Debbie and Lisa check out my guns! I still have a very long way to go.
I am so very glad that I work in a secure building. I get to listen to any music that I want to all day long. I listened to MTX, Cub, The Smoking Popes, Big in Japan, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, an Undertones Tribute album, Hot Water Music, and other stuff that I probably could not listen to if I worked anywhere else.
I really need things to go my way for once....and soon. I am so very tired of trying to keep everything together.
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explodingboy1:
made me smile today getting a text from ya. i woulda texted you some time ago, but i didn't have your number till now. hope you are feeling better, or have at least sorted the emotions some. i completely understand how that goes. see you in chat soon hopefully!
pmonkeyesquire:
hope it gets better. Exercise does help your mood. So does laying off the sauce! 