I have to add to my list from a prior blog. I think that I just need to elaborate on a few things.
I need to make myself a list of the things that I want in a relationship.....I really do. There are a few things that are a given......LOVE, DESIRE, FRIENDSHIP. But I also think that there are other things that also define your...
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I need to make myself a list of the things that I want in a relationship.....I really do. There are a few things that are a given......LOVE, DESIRE, FRIENDSHIP. But I also think that there are other things that also define your...
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BLAH! My sinuses are crazy. My head hurts, my tummy hurts, my 19 pound cat Milo keeps trying to walk on and stand on my tummy. I almost feel flu-ish. I am in bed feeling awful and talking to Jefer! I miss my Jefer-cakes!
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oxy:
Hope your feeling better.
megzilla:
Awwww...i'm sorry you're feeling poopy
and i misses Jefer too...he needs to come back soon!!
and i misses Jefer too...he needs to come back soon!!
Wowza. This OP IVY quote says it all..."All I know is that I don't know, All I know is that I don't know nothing". I am amazed at the things that I have chosen to believe and how wrong I was for believing them.
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megzilla:
I ROON muh panties every Wednesday at 9.
Ghosthunters = megz fap material
Ghosthunters = megz fap material
wolverine43:
Amen to that very well said 
Today was a day that no matter how much i did or what I did, there was always something wrong. I just have to throw my hands up in the air. That irritates me. I was seriously busting through work and extra projects, yesterday and today. But whatever I did, I was working on the wrong thing at the wrong time in the wrong manner....
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sabine8:
I totally want to do it!! I have a good pilates DVD that I did once a month or so ago and I'm so out of shape that it kicked my ass. So sad.
I usually just do an elliptical machine that doesn't exert too much on my body. It sucks though because every time I get going and get a good week or two and over that hurdle, I get sick again and can't do it for another couple of weeks. ARGH!!!! It's so frustrating. You're right, it would help. I need to do it.
Sorry you're having such a shitty day. Sometimes you just have to say fuck it and try again tomorrow.
I'm glad there's someone out there who's making you happy. You deserve it lady.
I usually just do an elliptical machine that doesn't exert too much on my body. It sucks though because every time I get going and get a good week or two and over that hurdle, I get sick again and can't do it for another couple of weeks. ARGH!!!! It's so frustrating. You're right, it would help. I need to do it.
Sorry you're having such a shitty day. Sometimes you just have to say fuck it and try again tomorrow.
I'm glad there's someone out there who's making you happy. You deserve it lady.
explodingboy1:
i can't wait either, it is gonna be sooo much fun
YAY! My mom went home from the hospital this afternoon! She is doing really well. She has rehab 3 times a week, but i think that she will get through that with no problem.
The news lately has all been about our economy and it is all horrible. I was VERY against the bailout effort. It was not needed as there are plenty of other...
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The news lately has all been about our economy and it is all horrible. I was VERY against the bailout effort. It was not needed as there are plenty of other...
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explodingboy1:
yep exactly on the money. and yay for you mom
mrsted_stryker:
YAY for mom!! That makes me 
I totally agree with that plan. I was doing some thinking the other day and with my student loans, and bills and me moving....it would take less than $10 grand to get me completely out of debt, actually get caught up, and move out of state!!!
Being disabled tho? Ya when we got those tax checks a few months back? I got LESS than married couples or ppl working! How does that make sense? I mean, dont the ppl that make less need it more to put it back into the economy??
This all confuses me and angers me.


I totally agree with that plan. I was doing some thinking the other day and with my student loans, and bills and me moving....it would take less than $10 grand to get me completely out of debt, actually get caught up, and move out of state!!!
Being disabled tho? Ya when we got those tax checks a few months back? I got LESS than married couples or ppl working! How does that make sense? I mean, dont the ppl that make less need it more to put it back into the economy??
This all confuses me and angers me.
My mom's knee surgery is a GO for Thursday. YAY! She has needed this for years, and recently has become almost immobile. She used to be a bigger lady, but she walked 4 miles a day and took water aerobics 3 times a week. I am not really scared, but i am concerned about the surgery. Once she is mobile again, she needs to do...
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forcefield:
Good to hear from yoos, ( I am becoming quite dependent on hearing from my SG friends!) Mom ( I always said Mam) will be fine you know.
I have had loads of surgery (long story) and on one occasion I said to the anaesthetist that should I not wake up, I never forget a face, so I would see him on the other side!
Guess what ? I woke up!
Blondie, ROCK!
I read the other week though that when they recorded parralell lines they were pretty clueless and had to be roped in by the producer.
Anyway...............
Lots of love from England!
xxx
I have had loads of surgery (long story) and on one occasion I said to the anaesthetist that should I not wake up, I never forget a face, so I would see him on the other side!
Guess what ? I woke up!
Blondie, ROCK!
I read the other week though that when they recorded parralell lines they were pretty clueless and had to be roped in by the producer.
Anyway...............
Lots of love from England!
xxx
explodingboy1:
buicks are cool. some of them have lv8i potential. my interceptor is back on the road, fixed it meself. loooooggout!!
I am a little sad. I normally go to my niece's birthday party this weekend. I spoke to my brother and they are not really having a party this year. She is going to the mountains with a friend.
She is getting to be a big girl. I made plans for my brother to give me a call if they have a free Saturday. She...
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xbradx:
nice spoiler, are people actually buying it? bipolar sex addict? wow, sean has taught you well... lol
melaniek:
Considering it is all true, yes. I did make excuses. You have admitted to being manic depressive. Bi-polar=manic depressive. One of the excuses I did tell myself for your cheating on me is that sex addiction is a symptom of bi-polar disorder.
Why are you calling out names? And why do you assume that I cannot think for myself? Do you REALLY think that I am an idiot? To quote you VERY recently, "I am tired of this high school shit". I do not care who or HOW MANY people that you are in love with, and I think that I deserve that same respect. I have not harassed *** or *****, and I really don't care.
Why are you calling out names? And why do you assume that I cannot think for myself? Do you REALLY think that I am an idiot? To quote you VERY recently, "I am tired of this high school shit". I do not care who or HOW MANY people that you are in love with, and I think that I deserve that same respect. I have not harassed *** or *****, and I really don't care.
I am sooooo tired. I worked at the local Habitat for Humanity house today as a loaned worker. I would sign up again in a heartbeat. I loved it. Even though I was a general laborer and moved lumber around, picked up trash, and painted, I had fun. I am really sore and bruised (I know, what a shock) and I have a HUGE blister...
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forcefield:
I'll fly over and kiss your finger better for you!
xxx
xxx
explodingboy1:
sounds like you had fun
Why is it so hard to tell things that hurt you to someone that you care deeply for? I do not have much of an ego, but I am much more comfortable telling a friend all of my shortcomings. Even all of my relationship shortcomings! I guess that when you have been hurt by someone that you care for, you don't want to break down...
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explodingboy1:
which looks really funny next to the pic of me flipping you off lol
btyjugs:
awww sweetie, I am so sorry you have been through so so much. you are in my thought.
I guess that I am keeping this going...
1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
No.
2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
10 years.
3.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A T-shirt.
4.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Yes.
5.WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
last week.
6.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Bills, kitties, and food.
7.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Cheesy poofs.
8.FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE...
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1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
No.
2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
10 years.
3.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A T-shirt.
4.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Yes.
5.WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
last week.
6.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Bills, kitties, and food.
7.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Cheesy poofs.
8.FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE...
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nina_kova:
wow. much information. 
graye:
Thank you Mel. Yea I am pretty happy about it. Tired but happy.
I ate Mr. Hankey! But more about that later.
I am in a place where I am torn. Lisa is ready for me to move in. My mom is ready for me to move in. I am ready to move. My plan is to move in with Lisa and Rob, get things settled here, and move somewhere. I am ready to get my life back....
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I am in a place where I am torn. Lisa is ready for me to move in. My mom is ready for me to move in. I am ready to move. My plan is to move in with Lisa and Rob, get things settled here, and move somewhere. I am ready to get my life back....
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forcefield:
When I started reading this blog I was thinking who or what is Mr.Hankey, I think I figured it out!
I just get the feeling that which ever way you go things will def work out for you and I also believe that you will find the love your looking for.
What is Red Lobster???
Sir duke is a masterpiece 'specially those brass lines.
Have a great,great weekend!
xxx
I just get the feeling that which ever way you go things will def work out for you and I also believe that you will find the love your looking for.
What is Red Lobster???
Sir duke is a masterpiece 'specially those brass lines.
Have a great,great weekend!
xxx
theecontender:
Too Funny.
Too Funny.
I cried last night. I let someone else's words upset me. Someone that I defended. Someone that is a sad, miserable sack of a human being. I think that partly it was the shock of what was said about me, and partly my own fears. Anyway, I am over that and will not let that person upset me.
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forcefield:
Glad you recovered quickly.
xxx
xxx
slugworth:
stopped by to say hi. i hope you're doing ok.