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So I kinda like this guy.....and soooo not my usual type.
I usually go for the gingers.....and they typically have nothing to offer me
Usually they are divorced or have kids or both. They have no money, crap jobs, and no respect for women.

This guy is really sweet, funny, smart, respectful, and is just way different for me.
I am surprised that I like...
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smashbros20:
sounds hot, but careful with the bosses. From my experience...that can backfire. Every situation is different though.
knightowl9:
Good luck with that, been there before just make sure its not just lust, or if thats what you want make sure you have a back up plan if things go sour
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Cried at work tonight. Good 20 minutes. FML

I dont know if I can continue this job and pay my bills. Its ridiculous. I would rather shake my ass for dollar tips than wait around for tables to show up at this joint.

I also met someone. She fucking blew me away. I havent crushed on a chic in a long time. I think my...
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entese:
so bad about your job really!, and yaaay about your crush smile
_cupcake:
im sorry work sucks. but im glad you found an amazing girl kiss
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Bills are piling up and still no money.....Im getting really worried that they are going to come and pick up my car....shit!
I am not making any money at the new job......its so slow and tonight I only had one table. They left me 32 bucks. And then I have to tip out 25%......jeez
Its not worth the $10 to drive downtown and back and...
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twistedmindz:
Thats a lot of bad luck at once. Hang in there it will turn around.
melaniac:
Thanks! I really I hope so! Positive thoughts!
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Took the last quizzes for work today at steakhouse. I passed them.
Tomorrow I take the Final Test and do another "reverse follow" shift.
Then on Monday I will be let loose on the floor!
Free to make MONEY!
FINALLY

Sucks that my first paycheck is going to buy new tuxedo pants and to have my waiter jacket altered.
I am now a size 0.....so...
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guitarpicker:
Well I'm sure you'll do amazing! Why wouldn't they want to tip the most beautiful girl in all of Texas?!?!
melaniac:
haha. If you got a glimpse of the unflattering tuxedo getup...you might not leave a major tip lol
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Taking Back Sunday at House of Blues on July4 was amazing!
I met Adam outside the show and he is real cool and chill.
There was a really hot guy at the show checking me out all night and it pisses me off when guys dont have the balls to make a move. Am I intimidating? Is it the boots? I dont get it. I...
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stuffing:
I love taking back sunday, I've seen them twice over here so far. I'd definately go to see them again. smile

From a guys point of view, it's really hard to approach girls full stop. I don't know whether you were making lots of eye contact and holding it with the guy (if so, he seriously lacks balls and probably isn't worth your time), but that atleast helps to show that he should grow a pair and come say hello!

I need to get my ass back to the US soon, I have such a craving for a proper steak! frown

melaniac:
I give off "signal"....like eye contact and smiling and positive body language....nothing seems to work for me really though. They should grow a pair and get it together.
USDA Prime Beef=delish
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Im completely insensitive....and I dont know how to be any different.

If I were like anyone, I would compare myself to Dexter....minus the killing and chopping up people.....so far
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Car crapped out again today....fuck you Princess Leia. Your a whore bitch
Started smoking and I shoved her into a parking spot. After Freebirds and before Catering gig. I only had to walk a few blocks in the pouring rain.
FML
And damn my boss is so fucking hot.....I want him in or around my mouth
Hands all over my body
Yep....I think about it...
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Dear cutest guy everrr........get a babysitter.......and take me out.
k
thanx
bye
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I watched Stranger Than Fiction today and I realized
why I dont make friends well...

I am a tragedy....

fuck.


But really, I am pretty awkward and sarcastic and shy and wierd and sometimes just fake....
they always told me to "fake it till ya make it"
Im still fakin it.....I hope I make it soon.
Im sure people can tell that Im not as...
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