I think that due to the major increase in house cleaning....I have been inhaling too many fumes......I clean with chemicals all day every day. Fabuloso, Windex, Clorox, Swiffer, Dust-ex, Purex, Pet Fresh, Febreez, and whatever else I find in the process. My lungs hurt and I am coughing alot. It is a really deep and heavy cough. I need to buy one of those masks... Read More
So I finished the wheel of fortune.....cost about $130 for materials. Everyone really liked it and I have orders for about 6 more....yikes! I am not a carpenter! lol I guess I had better get started. I will get a $50 allowance for materials per wheel, so I need to find cheaper materials....and I will get paid $50 for making each one. I need the... Read More
Oh yea.....and I found out that my mom is having an affair with a married man with 3 kids. She is the VP of her company and he is the company's biggest client. He came on to her the second he saw her and is unhappy in his marriage. She likes him alot and doesnt think he is the type to be a serious runaround guy. Cheating is cheating though. She knows how it feels to be the woman on both sides and knows how much it hurts to be the wife. I guess she is just lookin out for herself this time. I just want her to be happy. Even if happy is being swept off her feet by a rich, handsome, sweet, intelligent, but married man. lol.
I went downtown to have lunch with Mel today.
I havent seen her in like 2 or more years.
We ate at a little pastry cafe and it was delicious.
I had the rack of lamb...yummmy
I have missed her....she is so sweet.
I hope we can be friends again cuz I really like her.
I need a girl friend to hang out with.
I miss being social. I miss the ease in which I communicated with others and let my guard down....kinda lol. I miss the social scene....but now, it is kinda like just watching my friends get drunk and trying to hold a conversation with people who make no sense at all......it is soooo not the same.
I decided to start taking dance lessons to take up some of my spare time. Being sober leaves me with a lot of free time. I think I am gonna go for some swing and ballroom. woohoo
"Why do you do that to yourself? You are such a pretty girl......"
Wow.....my mom said something the other day that just blew my mind....it left me speechless.....i couldnt even respond......i didnt know how to respond........i was hoping that she didnt realize what she has just said.
She bought another jar of Jiff peanut butter and I... Read More
I have to pay a transcript bill today for 200 dollars.....lol. I am trying to figure out what cards I can put it on......I have 100 on one credit card.....30 on another card.......35 on another card.......hahahahaha