melaniac

So I had to go back to work after my appointment.
Cried the whole time with doctor and whole way to museum.
Everytime someone asked how I am, I walked away and cried.

Then, I went to my car and smoked a bowl, drank tequila, smoked a cig, and took a painkiller.....
I guess you can numb the pain......................almost.
It can be masked for a few hours to deal with the public.
I hate crying in front of people.
My boss offered me a raise to work more....while I was crying. Kinda awkward.