melaniac

It is so hard to look him in the face and hear his voice and tell myself that he will never be mine. He is the only one I really want. The only one I cant have. I would have to just request to not work with him anymore to get him out of my head. It is neverending depression having to see him and hear him talk about his gf. FML.......Someone has to take his place and soon because Im going fucking crazy.