I want out. This relationship is killing me. I love him so much and he has a kind heart, but I am not happy with myself. If im not happy when I wake up every morning alone, how am I supposed to wake up happy with you? I need to stop trying to fill the void with new relationships and work on re-building an old relationship. With ME. I dont see a happy person when I look in the mirror. As badly as I feel to hurt this loving and caring man, I have to do what is best for me.
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stiles:
It's true; you can't substitute someone else for being happy with yourself first. Been there, tried that (and dated people who tried that). Doesn't work. It's good that you figured it out early; took me a bit longer. Hope it works out for you.
melaniac:
Thanks guys for helping to reassure me that the decision should weigh so much.