melancholycoma

I must admit, I have a weak spot for you.

However, I'm afraid to face another shade of you.

That's all. Promise.

Goodnight.

people confuse trusting someone with "the faith you have in them trusting you."

life is a nice way of saying, "the ability to choose what to copy." that's really all humans do. everything else is justification for choosing. the concept of originality is about as varitable as religion. what's worse is that people gauge life by how much you affect other lives. If someone lives...
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There was a wickedly cool sand storm here last night. It was awesome.. kinda spooky.. but awesome. Oh joyus desert weather.

so what's up with the emo scene? jesus man... all these romulan haircuts... i'm a stranger in a strange land. i feel like i should either:

a. cry
b. become a pseudo-intellectual
c. get some bad tattoos
or
d. buy a man-purse, wear horn-rims,...
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sometimes i think about the abrupt execution of what i thought was a promising friendship.

and i wonder who was more hurt by its untimely death.

but, then i remember, friendship was the last thing on their mind from the beginning.

it's so shallow. . . .oh, you know. . . .that most of my friendships die as casualties of the same explosion.

are people...
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Aye, our air conditioner malfunctioned last night. Keep in mind, we reside in Yuma, AZ..ONE of the hottest U.S. cities. Go us. Neither of us were able to get a decent amount of sleep.

Sooooo miserable.

I'm hella exhausted. I'm going to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep until it's painful to keep my eyes closed any longer.

Zzzzzzz..

_Twin Peaks!_

oh! the travel channel is now deemed worthwhile by me because they actually aired a piece on the show "twin peaks" and the town in which it was filmed
[north bend, washington].

i always hoped i'd meet someone who was so intrigued by the show they would travel out there with me for coffee and pie. now, i guess i'll have to settle...
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gonna be a long one..sigh.

i hate the fact that i would bleed myself dry for you [again] and you are too tired to hang around when i need company the most. know that : i will not forget last night. and remember this : do not ever call me when i am stuck in an emotional rut at midnight. because, if you cannot listen...
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Test test.. 1, 2.

There will be nothing new or relevent here. Remember that. Its just another one of my notebooks that I'll periodically spill thoughts into.

Without an audience.. I do not exist.

Never the same girl twice,
Erin