I need to change a lot of things. Change the standards by which I live by. Change how I treat others.. change how I allow others to treat me. Change some acts that I often refer to as habitual, if you will.
An alteration is in desparate need of application.
I need to get my ass in school. Learn a few things, obtain a degree...
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An alteration is in desparate need of application.
I need to get my ass in school. Learn a few things, obtain a degree...
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I had the biggest crush on my biology/chemistry teacher back in high schoool. I was the President of his club for 2 years and just swooned over him every chance I got. [Oh girlish glee!]
I only wish I would've said something before he left. Before I'd never see him again. Regrets ohhh regrets.
Silly, but I had this plan. That would've went into action...
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I only wish I would've said something before he left. Before I'd never see him again. Regrets ohhh regrets.
Silly, but I had this plan. That would've went into action...
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tattooedyourmom:
If you would have asked me I would have definately been happy! 
mothra:
But now you'll always remeber your crush in school. I've regretted not telling alot of people I was infatuated with them... but sometimes just remebering them as perfect is better. 
Life is a vessel of sadness
-Alan Lightman
He's a genius. What I've read thus far in his novel "Einstein's Dreams" (I would've unlined that BUT I can't).
From the time we intercepted
Feels alot like suicide
Slow and sad, getting sadder
-Placebo's "Bitter End"
I went jogging tonight. It was refreshing. Except it was so dark I couldn't see a foot in front of...
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-Alan Lightman
He's a genius. What I've read thus far in his novel "Einstein's Dreams" (I would've unlined that BUT I can't).
From the time we intercepted
Feels alot like suicide
Slow and sad, getting sadder
-Placebo's "Bitter End"
I went jogging tonight. It was refreshing. Except it was so dark I couldn't see a foot in front of...
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19 years old as of nowwwww...
w00t.
w00t.
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quasi_sean:
Just had to post cause I saw you were from Yuma. Lived there for six years--moved away when i was 12...last time I drove thru there on my to L.A. four years ago, seemed like a ghost town...maybe due to the fact that they took away the porn shop by my old house so many years ago.
Hmm....memories.
Oh yeah, hello and happy belated birthday.
Hmm....memories.
Oh yeah, hello and happy belated birthday.
tattooedyourmom:
Happy Late birthday! You should join SGAZ
You can't study the darkness by flooding it with light.
..epiiiiiiphany, yes.
A friend of mine was just accepted into suicidegirls. I'm anxious to see her photo sets. Emily - you own.
..epiiiiiiphany, yes.
A friend of mine was just accepted into suicidegirls. I'm anxious to see her photo sets. Emily - you own.
serric:
Sometimes the obvious can be revalations. And no I'm not saying that sarcasticly to be a dick. Merely agreeing. Who's your friend??
melancholycoma:
Well, her name is Emily but seeing as how the name Emily is already taken.. I'm not sure what alias she'll go by.
i tried watching "requim for a dream" last night. which i actually own. which means i really liked it once upon a time, and thought i cold watch it over and over again. but this time i couldn't. because even though i havent been exactly where they've been. i've been somewhere similar. and i'm so thankful that i recognize that and don't make the same...
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tinfoilhalo:
That movie IS good , but it's pretty rough to watch . I personally think they should show that movie and Trainspotting in high school if they REALLY want to keep kids from doing drugs . Shit , that'll permanently scar them . 
serric:
insightful and intelligent cudos to you.
i cant sleep. i'm nervous. nervous someone or something is going to come to me. wake me. of this world. or not. i dont get it... one day i was a god-doubting pagan, and now it seems i'm siding with the obsurdities that christianity claims can "save" you. it might be all this time to myself. no one to talk sense into me.
is techno...
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is techno...
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_The Man_
passed right by me. i noticed them right away. they invaded my space. my space, meaning, the floor at which i am always looking. my eyes travel upward to expensive khakis, a long-sleeved plaid shirt [possibly from banana republic], further upward still to . . . . a pale, thirty-something peering at me with big brown eyes from behind a pair of studious...
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passed right by me. i noticed them right away. they invaded my space. my space, meaning, the floor at which i am always looking. my eyes travel upward to expensive khakis, a long-sleeved plaid shirt [possibly from banana republic], further upward still to . . . . a pale, thirty-something peering at me with big brown eyes from behind a pair of studious...
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My head hurts.
..my stomach keeps growling. nothing seems appealing though.
..my stomach keeps growling. nothing seems appealing though.
I'm off to yet another stimulating day of work. Ha.
I'd rather take a bullet to the head any old day.
::vanishes::
I'd rather take a bullet to the head any old day.
::vanishes::