I had the biggest crush on my biology/chemistry teacher back in high schoool. I was the President of his club for 2 years and just swooned over him every chance I got. [Oh girlish glee!]
I only wish I would've said something before he left. Before I'd never see him again. Regrets ohhh regrets.
Silly, but I had this plan. That would've went into action a day before I got out of school for good. I'd find him and say, "I think you're completely and absolutely gorgeous and attention stealing, and just wanted to let you know." Because by then I'd never have to see him again [if he just laughed in my little girl face], and I wouldn't technically be a student at the fine institution anymore. Sounds good on screen. But my shyness is a cruel and controlling mistress, and I was afraid.
Actually, no. I'm not all that afraid. hm.
[yes i am]
hyperventilation proves that. lol.
Needless to say, I never went through with it and only wish that I had. Not at all expecting for him to declare his love to me or anything.. some things just need to be said and expressed. So you can move on. Closure?
I only wish I would've said something before he left. Before I'd never see him again. Regrets ohhh regrets.
Silly, but I had this plan. That would've went into action a day before I got out of school for good. I'd find him and say, "I think you're completely and absolutely gorgeous and attention stealing, and just wanted to let you know." Because by then I'd never have to see him again [if he just laughed in my little girl face], and I wouldn't technically be a student at the fine institution anymore. Sounds good on screen. But my shyness is a cruel and controlling mistress, and I was afraid.
Actually, no. I'm not all that afraid. hm.
[yes i am]
hyperventilation proves that. lol.
Needless to say, I never went through with it and only wish that I had. Not at all expecting for him to declare his love to me or anything.. some things just need to be said and expressed. So you can move on. Closure?
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tattooedyourmom:
If you would have asked me I would have definately been happy! 
mothra:
But now you'll always remeber your crush in school. I've regretted not telling alot of people I was infatuated with them... but sometimes just remebering them as perfect is better. 