melancholycoma

i cant sleep. i'm nervous. nervous someone or something is going to come to me. wake me. of this world. or not. i dont get it... one day i was a god-doubting pagan, and now it seems i'm siding with the obsurdities that christianity claims can "save" you. it might be all this time to myself. no one to talk sense into me.

is techno evil? the music of man. sience. technology. our corruptors? are raves the creation of evil spirits whose purpose is to corrupt the humanity and take them further from the teachings of christ? sin behind the mask of happines. of LOVE.

take me away from here,
Erin