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melancholycoma

Yuma, AZ

Member Since 2003

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Thursday Sep 04, 2003

Sep 4, 2003
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I have an interview at the bank on Monday. Pessimism is consuming me. I'm not at all giddy about it and all the while so much depends on this interview. I hate my current job.. argh.

I'm having trouble finding a server that'll allow me to upload a fairly large picture (for a background on LJ). Damn you, servers.

All I want is a decent job and a compatible server! Is that too much to ask?! whatever

I have plans for myself. Just.. some plans. Destroy, erase, improve. Yes, thanks Meshuggah. Heh. Plans to better myself.. inching closer to becoming that person I've longed to be for so long. While also making alterations of my perspective OF that person that I want to be. Pin-pointing exactly what/who it is I so badly aspire to be. With that said.. that'll be my main focus.

I'm hella tired so I shall retire for the night. (It's only 9:45!!!) eeek

Moments of clarity are so hard to come by. So brief. So.. beautiful. This thought makes me sad.

fueled by fatigue,
Erin

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