Urgh I feel rubbish today...
on the edge of tears over everything.
I stood in the shower just thinking 'why am i bothering with anything today'
i thought i was over my ex but i keep thinking about him... not in a good way, in a way of if i was to see him i would scream everything i wanted at him then try and punch his lights out! How dare he ruin me, how dare he make me feel like im worthless!
It is probably because i am so tired. i have been working some crazy shifts at work, and today is no exception. i cant feel my feet from standing all day everyday. I havent slept properly for weeks, and to top it off its friday, therefore i will be dealing with 100s of customers all who have come out for a meal with their other half.... FUCKERS.
if anyone is rude today, they will feel my wrath, or at least i will just cry in front of them!
on a brighter note, Matilda curled up on my shoulder for a cuddle this morning, unfortunately my camera was just out of reach... and i found some beautiful shoes for my birthday night out SITTING (this is the key to these shoes) in a comedy club!!!
Anyway work now... i will drink my weight in FREE italian coffee and try not to strangle everyone who talks to me!!!
on the edge of tears over everything.
I stood in the shower just thinking 'why am i bothering with anything today'
i thought i was over my ex but i keep thinking about him... not in a good way, in a way of if i was to see him i would scream everything i wanted at him then try and punch his lights out! How dare he ruin me, how dare he make me feel like im worthless!
It is probably because i am so tired. i have been working some crazy shifts at work, and today is no exception. i cant feel my feet from standing all day everyday. I havent slept properly for weeks, and to top it off its friday, therefore i will be dealing with 100s of customers all who have come out for a meal with their other half.... FUCKERS.
if anyone is rude today, they will feel my wrath, or at least i will just cry in front of them!
on a brighter note, Matilda curled up on my shoulder for a cuddle this morning, unfortunately my camera was just out of reach... and i found some beautiful shoes for my birthday night out SITTING (this is the key to these shoes) in a comedy club!!!
Anyway work now... i will drink my weight in FREE italian coffee and try not to strangle everyone who talks to me!!!
danhulud:
Chin up. It's his loss! 
xx
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